I want to be the man
Whether I am with a guy or girl in a relationship (I am a girl). I would love to be with a thin body man, even better if he is my height or smaller (I am as tall as the average male height) so I can be able to pick him up, literally.
By being the man I just mean, being emotionally strong. So if I were a lesbian, I would let her do the fem dom kinda stuff, I'd just be stoic. Honestly, I usually see myself physically as a man in my mind, and it turns me on so much.
I'm just not sexually attracted to men much, but I have a major fantasy of being a manly guy and making the less secure guys feel comfortable. I would love to be a "mom" for those kind of guys too (no sex, just lots of love and care while they can have their own gf to take care of those needs).
is it normal or is it even possible to get a relationship like these?