I want to be someone's baby
On the outside I would say I'm just like any other 18 year old boy. But I have these fantasies of being a little kid again. Deeply, I want to be someone else's baby. Laying down with a mommy and cuddling with her big, warm breasts. Getting buckled into a Stroller as I'm pushed around a park in front of everyone. I even wish I could have my old pacifier back; If it was possible I'd spend the whole day with that thing in my mouth, and then fall asleep with it at my side. The desire has been around for so long, maybe I'll go out and buy one sometime. What are these feelings? I don't want to ignore them anymore.