I want to be murdered, am i alone in this feeling?
I don't know why, but I think about and hope to die by being murdered. I don't want to hurt myself, and I don't want to feel any pain. But I am overly interested in murder mysteries and shows about actual killers and murderers, not law and order either, I hate those fake cop drama shows. I don't know why and no I don't want sympathy or empathy I just want to know if other people think this way?