I want to always be drunk
I’m a very shy and awkward person and I feel self conscious of everything I do. The only time I can be free and be myself is when I’ve had a bit to drink. I never get extremely drunk or embarrass myself in public but everyone has noticed how I’m funnier, more likeable and more outgoing when I’ve had a few drinks.
I’ll usually just have one or two drinks before going out and it totally changes my mood and my day. I’m not an alcoholic and I could live a normal life without drinking but I would be miserable, antisocial and would likely not have made all the friends I have. If I didn’t drink, I would have missed so many opportunities and would be sitting at home watching life pass me by.