I want other guyz....
I love my bf to death, he's in prison has been for the past few years and he has about a year and half to go. The 1st year I was seeing other guys and it hurt him when he found out, the second year I only messed around with one guy. I realized how much it hurt him so I told him that I'd change and be faithful which I am now. I havent had sex or really even talked to any guys for the past year, but now im aroused so easily, all I want to do is have sex with other dudes. I have always been a get to know a man 1st then if i really really like them and it happens it happens and it had to be special.. now im like always making sexual gestures ((verbally)) only after talking to them for a short amount of time... and I just really want them to do me, but I dont ever go through with it, I always find a reason not to talk to them. I want to faithful to my BF, but at the same time I want to fuck other guys...is that normal?? for my situation??