I want my cherry to get popped
im gonna turn 19 in september and all my teenage years i've always wondered if i'll ever lose my virginity?i'd always say i'd wait til' marriage or wait for the right guy.but,now everytime i see a hot guy i just want him to pop my cherry.i want sex.i heard its the best feeling ever and im so tired of masturbating i want to feel a guy inside of me,i want to feel the sensation,every heartbeat every touch.i am very confident of my body and my looks so i think it wouldnt be a problem.i have gone out on alot of dates but none seem to capture my heart.i hope i find a guy soon whose willing to make love with a virgin..it doesnt have to be love but i just want him to be like a lover..just physical.i want him to show me a good time.i've always had dreams and thoughts of having sex..now i really want it sooo bad...is this normal to feel this way?