I want my bf to do something horrible so i can leave cuz i'm bored
I have a perfect boyfriend (on paper) rich, sexy and European. He takes care of me, even financially.But sometimes I wish he would do something very horrible and violent to me so I can leave him. Then I wouldn't be the bad guy. I want to leave him because I am bored and I want to go wild and crazy and maybe move to the bayou and drink whiskey and learn to play an instrument, and also learn to shoot guns. You are probably wondering why I don't just leave. What kind of Psycho walks away from the perfect man????? Also I can't stay with him and do these things, I want to be truly free. I wish he would go ahead and bash my face in already so I can leave and never come back!! Is this normal???