I want my best friend
I have a boyfriend of a year and a half that I love very much and have been completely faithful to. But the other night I was hanging out with my best friend (who is a guy) and out of no where I started feeling like I wanted to kiss him. Then it progressed to fantasizing about sleeping with him. I don't know where this is coming from because he has been my best friend for over 3 years and I have never once thought of him in this way. I feel bad for having these thoughts when I have a boyfriend, but I can't seem to control it. I don't think this is normal but I don't know if maybe this has happened to someone else.