I want a woman who only wants oral, nothing else. is it normal?
My whole life I have been searching for a woman who wishes they had a man who absolutely loves giving a woman oral and...
...that's it.
As in, she pretty much wants it/needs it about three or more times a day and all she wants from her man is to get oral sex from him and nothing else. When she's finished having all the orgasms she can take, she's finished. No reciprocation, no nothing. A woman who ONLY wants oral and nothing else. A woman who only wants her man to eat her out any time she wants it, for as long as she wants it, any time she wants it in any position she wants...and then done.
I have been searching for a woman who isn't even interested in reciprocating...like at all. No sex, no head jobs, no hand jobs...just a "Thanks, I'm going to bed now." or something to that affect.
I would literally marry a woman like this if we got along and were in love. I would be addicted to a woman like this. I would never leave her, never cheat on her, my mind would be fixated on her as if she had a spell on me.
It would be an extra bonus would be if she got EXTREMELY wet when she was horny...or even not horny. An even more extra bonus would be if she squirts when she gets off. There would be no such thing as her being too wet, no such thing as her cumming too much, no such thing as a time limit, she simply gets my mouth for as long as she wants it, whenever she wants it...no matter how long that is or how many times a day it is.
Most people I have asked about this (Which wasn't that many, it's pretty much a dark secret that I don't share outside of anonymity.) ask, "Does your package work? Is it small or something? Is this even a serious question?"
The answer is yes it does work, works just fine. It gets hard as hell and gets absolutely rock hard when I go down on a woman. In fact, eating a woman out makes me EXTREMELY horny. No, it is not small. I'm not the largest man in the world down there, but it's by no means small. Yes, I am VERY serious. This is absolutely the life I wish I had with my woman. And no, I am not an ugly man...most women find me very attractive. I'm sure there are women who find me not their type, but for the most part women find me very attractive. I have that bad boy look to me that some women seem to love. I have tats, some trimmed facial hair, tall, fit, yadda yadda yadda.
Some women ask me if I am submissive. Not really, in a way maybe. Outside the bedroom, no...not at all. I am a man who has goals and stands tall and strong and would fight to the death to protect the woman I am with. I'm far from a push over and fear nothing or anyone. However, in the bedroom, I see myself as hers to do with as she pleases. I love making my woman cum...and there is nothing hotter than having my mouth on her as she cums. It drives me insane. It's the smell, the way she tastes, the way she moans and the way her body moves and knowing she is having orgasm after orgasm. It's the way it makes me feel, almost like a high that I never want to come down from.
Outside the "bedroom" I wish to be respected to the fullest. Just because I am subservient to a woman's sexual needs in the bedroom, does not mean I want to be disrespected outside of the bedroom. There is a huge difference. I expect to receive the same respect I give...that should be a given.
Does a woman such as this even exist? I'm 40 years old now and have yet to find a woman like this despite my best efforts of finding one. Every woman that I have ever been with feels as if they are obligated to do something to get me off. They act like if they are not getting me off, then they aren't doing their "job". I don't understand it but that seems to be the norm.
I want a woman who wished their man would devote their life to pleasuring them and a woman who wished they would never have to give anything back in return. I want a woman who would even get off on the fact that they know how crazy horny I am getting each time I eat them out and she doesn't have to do a single thing about it. I want a woman who gets off on knowing that she is going to cum as many times as she can and always leave me hanging... no matter how horny I get, even if it is complete torture because I am so insanely horny...just simply not going to happen. Sex is her time with my mouth, nothing else. I would give anything for this life...anything.
It would most likely take a cruel woman for this. Or more realistically at least a woman who is sexually selfish? Or maybe, a woman who knows how that this is how a woman keeps a man fixated on them by keeping them horny 24/7, by never letting her man cum, while keeping her man horny by having him eat her out...and that's it. Nothing more...ever. It is a blissful paradox, the more I eat her out, the hornier I would get, the hornier I would get, the more I would want her and want to eat her out.
I live in Kentucky and so far I have yet to find a woman like this. Maybe it is the state I live in...maybe my state is just too sexually conservative...or very closed minded? It's simply the life I want. I want it so badly I would give anything to have that life.
It is my addiction...an addiction I never want to lose. It is a torture that I find pleasurable. The torture is being extremely and insanely horny and not having my needs met. It's a dark dark pleasure that sends me in to bliss. The more I eat her out the hornier I get...I could go insane from this...but I doubt it. I would be under her spell.
I want this life sooo bad it's killing me inside.
I have to ask...is this normal? Or am I seriously screwed up sexually? Are there women who would love to have this with a man, or is this something that all women would find repulsive? Is...it...normal? If not, is there a technical term for what I have?