I wanna to dissapear.

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Hi. I am 22 years old and a guy. I got a fear in my future. Seriously I really do not know if I could ever be successful in life. I have a job which I am seriously not happy at all. I drag my feet to work. And now I drag my feet to going home too. I just feel that I am a useless fellow who is stuck in this stupid situation. I can't even do a simple job now like talking to people. Sometimes I just wanna die or just disappear. All I want is to be the guy who has lots of money respect and love. My dream is to become a very successful stockbroker, businessman. But now I am stuck with a bond of 4 years with my current job which I hated it so much. The reason initially why I joined the job and to agree to the bond is because I want to skip my national service. To me,National service is just a waste of my time and it god damn two years. Now I feel so depressed that I dont even wanna to
Meet my friends, getting away from people. In fact I just want to be alone. Its been 1 year already. And I can't solve this. Should i quit the job and pay the bond money which I can't afford to pay back the bond and go for my happiness or just be patience and hold on. I am thinking of migrating too.

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  • windowlicker
    13 years ago

    If you can get away from everything you hate, don't hesitate to do it. I would. You don't have to feel that way.

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  • Someone_25
    13 years ago

    I feek sympathy for you because my story is sad too, but remembar one fact, you are only 22, youve got so much time to build up on things, step by step, no need to rush.
    cherish the little things that makes you happy while you going on so you wont breack.

    you are welcome to read my story too, for youll see that life is tough for so many people. but try not to think about dying, you cant know what tomorrow will bring...

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    ^^ needs a life. Op it's normal to want to disapear but I have no clue what you can do, sorry :( I hope you'll find the answer soon though. Good luck.

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  • Trismegistus
    13 years ago

    Is it normal for moderators to be assholes?
    Yeah.It is.Normal.Indeed.

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  • mr666
    13 years ago

    Take magic classes with Chris Angel.

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  • bronte_91
    13 years ago

    I would recommend that you start to look for another job since your current one is causing you so much grief. But I wouldn't quit the one you have now until you get another job since you need the money to pay off your bond. I know life is shit sometimes (actually most of the time) but it is important to hang in there and not isolate yourself because it is times like these that we need our friends the most.

    Like a previous commenter said, you are still young. A lot of people don't even know what they want to do with their lives when the are your age but you know where you want to go in life and that is something you should feel proud of. It may take a bit longer than you thought to get there but it is not impossible. I know how you feel though. I'm only 18 and I am in a similar (sort of) situation to you and it really is awful. Like I said though, you can get through this :)

    Good luck and take care!

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  • 8Serene8
    13 years ago

    Find another job then. As for becoming a successful business man it's not going to happen. And as for being rich that's not going to make you happy.

    Sucks you aren't happy but maybe you need to find something or someone to live for.

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  • P00p
    13 years ago

    Ur just a lil depressed fag thats all

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  • dhilbur
    13 years ago

    Go and die.. Maybe.

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