I wanna run far away..........from my crazy self

I usually feel the same way. You need a job at the party. Be in charge of drinks or snacks or something. It'll keep you busy and circulating.
The best parties I ever attended were the ones I threw for my friends. Try it.

Good advice above - another angle: maybe parties aren't entirely your scene.

Put them into perspective. They can be pretty over-rated and the expectation that you enjoy yourself is huge. I run hot & cold. If I connect - OK - if not - get me the hell out of here!

Anyway, if you've given it a fair try and just aren't enjoying it for whatever reason - beg off. Don't be hard on yourself by staying & feeling even worse by doing so, and don't dump on yourself for splitting.

Also try smaller events, like dinner parties.

Sadly, wherever you go, then "there you are". I understand your restlessness too. You're running from a void of sorts and it won't just go away, nor can you fight it. Give yourself a break, take it easy, and ask yourself if these are issues you would want to address. I don't say this often, but fall to your knees and pray for peace with your entire self. Many blessings!

Parties and group activities are overrated. I mostly avoid both.

It's okay to feel that way. I have myself at parties a lot. Like there's familiar faces but they're still strangers.

Either drink more and loosen up, or don't go to parties. I stopped going 'cause they usually suck. And I don't enjoy drinking anymore. I'm more of a "stoner". But I'm much happier, and no more hang overs. A win-win situation I think.

But just relax, and try not to let your anxiety get the best of you. <3

I do feel the same way alot.

Aww I know what you mean

you're definitely not crazy. it happens to many. it happens to me too.

and i think Ollieo makes lots of sense. great advice!

just go party woooooh!!

I have the exact same problem. I usually try to talk to my friends or hang around with them, so I at least don't look like I'm lonely. I guess I can't give any more advice because I haven't found it for myself yet! Good luck though, we'll make it through this.

you should have a partner in this life. the one that make you laugh, smile, feel that you are in a new life again. ((((but choose the right one)))......

i often have that same problem...i feel like i never fit in when i'm at i party or anything...i've never had that problem before at my own party though...anyway i think its normal but it certainly does suck

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