I've never really had a girlfriend.
Is it normal that Ive never really had a girlfriend or at least I have but not for longer than a day. Ok Im 18 just graduated from hs and am a chilled hispanic guy. To tell ya the truth Ive never really gone out with any one.Well this one time in the tenth grade a girl that I used to have in a class asked me out.I mean I had barely got to know her for two or three days and what do you know she asks me out, I mean I thought in my head shouldnt a guy ask a girl out rather than a girl ask a guy out?I mean she even went to my lunch table where i was sitting down with all my friends which was nothing but sophmores at that lunch and she was a junior at that time and asked me for my phone number so i gave it to her.So she called me that same day right after school and asked me if I wanted to go with her I was like okay.That was also the last day of the fair and she asked me if I was gonna go I was like yeah i might go.So I went and it was awkward becuase I didnt really know her that much and we talked for a while.So the next day my friends told me if we were going out and I was like I guess, then they told me she had a baby.So I was like what! Shes probably still with her babys daddy or even worse she might want me to maintain her and the baby.So I quit talking to her and that was it.But yeah I mean Ive never really been in a real relationship, I mean Im not bad looking at all becuase girls have told me that Im cute or whatever, but i do have confidence in my looks even though Im not cocky.Another thing is I've noticed girls look at me when I go to places.They look at me with like those charming type of eyes or sometimes they give me a warm smile.I also like this one girl that lives close by like three or four houses away.Ive never liked anyone like this before and I think I might be sprung over her.I wouldve had talked to her at school but I hardly saw her and didnt have her in any classes at all and when I did see her it would be in the hallways with her brother all the time thats bigger in size than me.I mean shes really fine and shes also not a slut like other girls at that school. When I would walk thruogh the halls I would look at her walk by and she would glance back with these type of loving eyes or something.This one time (it was at the middle of my senior year) I was with a friend of mine at lunch and she walked by and my friend had already talked to her before so as she walked by she stopped to talk for a while with my friend like no longer than 3 or 4 minutes.I wouldve had talked to her right there but it would be awkward to jump into the convo all of a sudden.Anyways my friend then noticed she was a bit nervous,so he asked her why she was like that and she said she wasnt but I think it was probably because I was there and she might of had liked me.Anyways shes really the only one I like but I dont know if i still have a chance to get with her.I dont know when I will ever find my true love.