I've never been loved

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I never heard from a girl: "I love you". I was never desired. Never someone said to me. I've never been the reason for the other's insomnia, except for bad things. No one thought of me. I never made part of the other's imaginary world as a lover. Never seen my name written on a heart with my name and another girl.
I've never been kissed. I never had a relationship. Who I want, don't want me. The life showed me that this is a lost war, but I still believe, against my reason. My heart keeps beating.

Forgive my poor english. I needed to tell about it.

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Comments ( 11 )
  • Short4Words
    8 years ago

    It's easy to get bogged down in all the rejection but this isn't your destiny. Hope you find the one, or whoever it is you're looking for.

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  • thegypsysailor
    8 years ago

    All of those things would be nice, but if you don't start with loving yourself, how can you expect anyone else to love you? Give yourself a break, relax and work on becoming someone others want to care for.

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    • itsnotnormal12
      8 years ago

      You pretend to sail the world from your mother's basement.

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  • Anonymous Post Author
    8 years ago

    Thanks for the good comments. I'm the author and a girl too and i've 24 yo. That's bad when the years are passing by and nothing changes. All the same thing.
    I think that I need is not just sex and yes affection. I would love to sex, but I need a partner first. Maybe in childhood I had flaws in this and now I'm reaping the rewards. Maybe the reason is my ugliness.

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  • elenamish
    8 years ago

    I am with you, the guys I like never even look at me, then I lower my standards and even those guys don't want me. I am so fed up with being rejected that I don't give a staff anymore. I just accepted that I am a wreido and try to be happy. I sometimes think that people who love each other are just pretending. There is no love. Nobody loves anybody.

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  • alienslayer
    8 years ago

    We share things in common... :(

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  • flyingnostalgia
    8 years ago

    Its pretty normal here

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  • NathanScot
    8 years ago

    Boo-hoo.Shut the fuck up.The problem here is ur so fucking needy.Why do u need to be loved so badly.If its sex u can get that anywhere.

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  • Arm0se
    8 years ago

    The only person that told me was lying. Why would someone do that? (╥︣﹏᷅╥᷅)

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    • thegypsysailor
      8 years ago

      That's sad. I agree, why?

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      • itsnotnormal12
        8 years ago

        You pretend to sail the world from your mother's basement.

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