I've done this for as long as i can remember

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When I was about 3 I used to masturbate at night while imagining a grown man standing over memail, watching me and telling me what to do while I touched myself. I also used to spit on my hand and imagine it was his mouth. This same man will still tell me what to do and I am now in my 20's.
I will also imagine that I am being raped/ forced to do certain sexual acts/ watch porn I'm not really into because he told me to. I will also imagine my girlfriend being raped or forcing myself on her while I climax. I also masturbate about 2 times a day and ask for sex everyday. I'm just wondering if any of this is normal or if I should seek help.

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  • Blabla123
    6 years ago

    You should seek help

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  • Tweeker70
    5 years ago

    You fefenantly nerd to seek help.

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  • Nickvey
    6 years ago

    when attempting sex always seek help.

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    • Cookiesinbed
      6 years ago

      With the child hood stuff, I'm not sure, sounds like you may have possibly had some sexual abuse. In that case, sex is confusing in some ways. Lines are blurred.

      As for your adult self, forced sex, and rough sex and just be your fetish, I sometimes play into that stuff, just be sure your gf is ok with it. Have a safety word for when it's too much. But you could agree that at a random moment you may come into the house and aggressively prompt sex.

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