I used to have a fantasy

I used to have a fantasy of being with a man (Im a girl btw) who would beat me.

Needless to say now I am in a relationship were things get very VERY physical from time to time. So physical that 6 months ago I was seriously beaten, and my teeth have shifted to the right.

Is this normal to at one point have such a fantasy? Is it strange that now Im living that old fantasy, and now I want nothing to do with it?

ISITNORMAL?

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Based on 11 votes (5 yes)
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  • MaggotMayonnaise

    Fantasies are different from reality.... It's ok to have a fantasy but sometimes it's not as great in real life. It's normal that you interests have changed after so brutally, and sadly, being put into such a situation

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