I tripped out on weed about 8 weeks ago and i'm still having reactions

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Okay, I'm 12, and I did weed about 12 times. I have done weed about 11 times before this trip, and nothing ever happened to me like this before.
I was with my Bestfriend and My boyfriend and we did it off a soda can and we were all taking turns, not smoking too fast, not not really slow either. And It was my friends turn. She got me to light the lighter for her because she kept burning herself lol,so I was just about to, when out of nowhere I looked at her, and everything looked fake. Like I was looking through wiggly jello or something. I was so scared, I ran outta the woods, and was telling them "you guys, I'm trippin, hurry up and come with me", and stuff like that. I was panicing, because it was the first time ever tripping out. I couldn't do anything about it at the time because I knew NOTHING about tripping. They were both like "Woah,calm down mann", and I kept telling them I was going to die and kept saying,"Ik this is the last time... bye guyss,I love you" and they got pretty freaked out. my Bestfriend had to go home right after we got high. So I was left with my boyfriend. I was sooo scared I told him I was dying. I couldn't control what I was doing or saying. It was terrible. I told him we HAD to go to the Ourhouse Youth Center,because they would help me. I got there, walked in and said to everyone, "Holy shit, I'm trippin out, help."
So one of the workers came outside with me and calmed me down. after I got calmed down I was still trippin a little bit, but the canter was closing. so I got my bf to walk me home, and then I went to sleep for like 21 hours.
I was fine for a week, but then one day I was tired, and the same bestfriend came home with me after school, and I was sitting there, (haven't gotten high since), and I tripped out. again!, for no reason. I had to tell my mom and dad everything. and ever since a week after I got high, I've been tripping out . I can't go to school, can't do anything really. I went to the hosptial like 5 times, and then was admitted to go talk to a counsellor upstairs in the mental hosptial just for someone to talk to. I have bad anxeity, and what feels like derealization.
I an honestly worried to death because this still doesn't feel right. I'm 8 and a half weeks after tripping out the first time, and I'm STILL not better.
I feel fake, like I'm off the world, and I can't think right anymore. I even sometimes trip out like I forget who everyone is, forget who I am, what I look like, where I am and everything. Yesterday was the first time I was in a car, and I have to travel 3 hours there, and 3 hours back. when I was in the car, I kep asking myself "where am I?
and who is driving?..I can't like..remember?!"
so, I had to find ways to calm myself down, but nothing has worked really. I am still freaked out. I try not to panic though.. but I'm just scared.
I'm scared something else is wrong with me that doing weed triggered something in my brain,giving me what I am feeling right now.
I have to go to get head tests done soon, and I am hoping it's just someone baddddd panic atacks or something that could be treated with help, and time. But... I'm still worried. I can't have fun like I used to... can't really go anywhere anymore. and it feels like when Im tripping out, everyones voice gets like 20 times louder. I have headaches alot too..right now,my head is pounding, like it's gunna explode. I learned to deal with the panic attacks... but I need help with my "trips".
If you would like to know anything else, just ask... I will be more than happy to tell you, and hope you can help me with this..

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  • shade_ilmaendu
    11 years ago

    Assuming this is a true story, you probably didn't actually "trip". Sounds like the weed just triggered a severe panic attack, and now that's recurring.

    One of the potential dangers of cannibanoids and certain other psychoactives is that they can trigger early onset mental illness, anxiety is a big one that it can bring out. See a specialist, definitely get some scans done, but also do some searching around for a good counselor/psychiatrist.

    In a way at least you're getting the tools to deal with this early in life. I'm still in counseling for my issues at 22.

    Alsooo, you probably shouldn't be smoking with your age. Your body still has a lot of developing to do.

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    • MusicNotes182
      11 years ago

      I have gotten better, and yes I go see a counselor every week to talk to about my anxiety , and school and this too.
      I stopped "tripping", but now I just have this memory loss thing.. ://
      Like I keep zoning out, and then when I snape back into reality, I feel like I can't remember where I am, who anybody is around me.. or even who I am and what I look like. It's scary. :(

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      • shade_ilmaendu
        11 years ago

        Hmm, sounds like dissassociation. Then again I'm no psychologist, only taken a few classes in college. :P

        I'm glad you're getting help, just stick with the counselor but take any perscription reccomendations with a grain of salt. (from experience anyway) They wanted to put me on antipsychotics and I couldn't understand why, I have anxiety problems and maybe a little depression, I don't need schizo medication...

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  • iEatZombies_
    11 years ago

    I've been on drugs that I couldn't come down from for days- and they were prescribed. It sucked, but, the good news from this is I came down and it's more likely than not that you will, too.

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  • ebulliance
    11 years ago

    Go to a neurologist now... I'm sorry about that. :(

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  • m.a.s97
    11 years ago

    This is what happens when 12 year olds smoke weed. You learned your lesson.

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    • Ladychick
      9 years ago

      Weed doesn't get u hospitalized I did weed when I was 12 with my step sister Its not harmful into even getting legalized is usa and Canada. This is a troll.

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      • Ladychick
        9 years ago

        And how do 12 year old get weed

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    • MusicNotes182
      11 years ago

      Yes, defi. learned my lesson.

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  • sassafrassi
    11 years ago

    Bad weed? IDK. I can't help you out with this one but for anyone else reading this, if you start from the bottom up it's not as daunting.

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    • MusicNotes182
      11 years ago

      Idt it was bad because the people I was doing it with didn't tripp or anything. and It wasn't laced either because I know the person verrryyy well .

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  • Aries
    8 years ago

    I think you just had a really intense experience and maybe it did trigger some anxiety.. you are feeling the remainder of the waves it caused . I would stick with the professional help and see if you cant talk and work through it . I have triggered derealisation 13 years ago with marijuana leaves I believe which I ate a small amount of .. I was also 12 and it caused a long term effect but I worked through it , I think panicking about it made it worse for me so I would say be calm and just realize maybe you just had a really intense high at way too young of an age . Weed stays in your system longer than people think , if you are starting to feel better I think you will be feeling just fine soon enough :D the feeling of everything feeling fake ? if its what I believe you are saying , it is a possible effect of being high , the cartoonish or false feeling it gives your perception .. that's normal as is the anxiety that can happen when having too much or smoking too much on an off day .. you are young though , I would say return to weed if you really want to try it when you are much older if not just learn from this and go forward with a healthy attitude :) best wishes

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  • Ladychick
    9 years ago

    This is a troll weed doesn't make you trip or hallucinate it just gives you the munchies and you become real chill

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  • trippy_bullshit
    9 years ago

    omg I have the same exact thing I know how you feel it is really scary I've been having it for the past six weeks I trip out almost every day, how have you been now? what have you done?

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  • MusicNotes182
    11 years ago

    Well, I wrote all this a while ago. It is now November 19th or 18th?.. anyways, I still have these problems, only not as bad. I'm 13 now, in grade 8. I am going to school more often, and I can atleast do more stuff. I have been to about 5 trips to a hosptial 3 hours away, and a couple more just 2 hours away.. they still don't know what it is. I am going to the hosptial 2 hours away in a coulpe weeks for them to do a test where they are going to try and focus on my brain waves and make sure thats okay (I'm really sorry I can't remember the name of the test). I haven't smoked ANY weed since then, only been places where other ppl have been smoking it a couple times. I am seriously depressed now, and I may be put on meds for it. :/.. I am still going to my counselor, so atleast I have someone to talk to every week. Things in life are still pretty difficult to me and I have almost given up a few times..
    I am just praying someone can help me out with this and tell me it'll all be okay. :(.
    I don't really think anybody will be reading this, so I probably just wrote that all for nothing. lol. But for the ppl who are checking up on this, it's just a quick update(:

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  • LetsGetHigh
    11 years ago

    i just recently tried some weed thE i hant had before and i can relate to the way you tripped out. I totally freaked out because everything changed around me and felt fake and my mind felt as if i drifted off into some place where everyone around me was just so weird and i soon started asking where i was and i felt as if i couldn't come out of the trip i was going through and it was so scarey I've never experienced anything like that my mind just expended and i just can't explain it but it freaked me out alot. i thought i wasn't going to come back to reality and that i was lost in Different state of mind where everything just didn't look normal and was wobbly agh it so hard to explain but defiantly 100% scary i thought i was going mad and insane that's how much i tripped out and my friends had to try to bring me back from where ever my mind went off to. but other then that it didn't last long only for about an hour and then stopped.

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  • drugsrbadmkay
    11 years ago

    Seriously, wait until you are an adult. Your brain is growing right now and weed will mess it up.

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  • skeletalgirl
    11 years ago

    Go read a book asswipe

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  • Aleks85
    11 years ago

    Placebo effect. Even if it was laced with some psychedelic drug you would have come down by now.

    Otherwise, you probably have a brain tumor or something non drug related.

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    • MusicNotes182
      11 years ago

      Saying that.. didn't make me feel any better :// ...

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  • Avant-Garde
    11 years ago

    Chances are, it was probably laced.

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  • lolol555
    11 years ago

    I read through the whole thing and I'm sorry something like this has to happen to you. Weed isn't 100% safe, no matter what anyone says, it CAN cause bad reactions in some people.
    //And for all those legalizing fanatics, no I'm not saying it should be illegal you can die from eating chicken if you
    choke on it. Should chicken be illegal? Nooo.//
    I'm sorry to say this but you MAY be suffering some sort of schizophrenia, weed can start it off (though it's very rare) with some people.

    I wouldn't know for certain of course, I hope everything goes well for you though.

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    • MusicNotes182
      11 years ago

      Thanks you , .
      My nan had schizohprenia.. and I did this before knowing it was even in the family. (my mother was adopted, and she just got the family history and everything).
      I really hope I'm going to be okay.... I have so much to offer to this world... and Ik I've done some stupid things... but who hasn't ? ... :(

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