I think that i might be gay and i hate myself
This is something that has been on my mind for a couple of years and I hate myself for it.
I watch transgender porn I don't watch porn every day so it's not like I'm addicted or anything.
when I do which is once a month I watch straight porn and lesbian porn to so maybe I'm bisexual but I'm very attracted to feminine men.
I don't remember when it started but it was sometime in jr high it started off with me looking at passable crossdressers and the older I got the more I got into more feminine looking men.
I feel disgusted with myself because I don't feel gay but I'm fantasizing about gay acts it's still men.
I don't know but is this normal?