I think that i might be gay and i hate myself

This is something that has been on my mind for a couple of years and I hate myself for it.

I watch transgender porn I don't watch porn every day so it's not like I'm addicted or anything.

when I do which is once a month I watch straight porn and lesbian porn to so maybe I'm bisexual but I'm very attracted to feminine men.

I don't remember when it started but it was sometime in jr high it started off with me looking at passable crossdressers and the older I got the more I got into more feminine looking men.

I feel disgusted with myself because I don't feel gay but I'm fantasizing about gay acts it's still men.

I don't know but is this normal?

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40% Normal
Based on 5 votes (2 yes)
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Comments ( 3 )
  • Mammal-lover

    Stop worrying about if they are a man or a woman. Titles are stupid. just be you and be happy. If you like to fuck feminine guys then fuck feminine guys, just roll with and accept who you are

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  • Ellenna

    You're not harming anyone or yourself, so normal. Hating or being disgusted with yourself is pointless and self-destructive.

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  • I agree I don't delude myself I am one hundred percent aware that they are men.

    I just can't get them out of my head.

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