I think somethings wrong with my vagina (no trolls, sincere people only)
This is for SINCERE people only! If you’re a man who likes to troll, please don’t respond to this (unless you’re being serious) I know this is a bad website to post this and I’m probably going to get trolled, but I’m a teenager and I don’t have the resources to see a special doctor, and I’ve been looking up on the internet for information but nothing has given me the answers.
There are 6 main things that concern me.
1, It looks strange. The smaller lips are really long and one side is thinner than the other.
2, I don’t know if I have a hymen. I’ve tried looking for it but can’t find it. I’ve never had any sexual action besides touching myself and someone else touching me when I was little. (I don’t know exactly what happened. I know I was abused but I don’t think it was full on raped enough to break the hymen because I was so small I would have been hospitalized from it, and my adoptive mother says there’s no records of that).
3, I discharge a lot. Even when not aroused I will feel gushes of wetness sometimes. I have to change my underwear twice a day because of this.
4, I’m aroused almost constantly. I touch myself about 2-3 times a day. I’ve tried to stop but can’t. Even when I’m in a time crunch and shouldn’t be doing it at all, I can’t stop. Even when I was little I’d do it so much my mom would come into the bathroom and tell me to get out.
5, I feel very sensitive and weird about it. Its like a small animal with emotional feelings of its own attached to my feelings, or a cut i need to hide or else it will get hurt. I often feel nervous or anxious after making myself climax.
6, It has a weird smell. Not really bad but just weird. Like sour candies mixed with sex smell.
I’ve asked my mom a few questions about this but it’s embarrassing and she gets disappointed when I tell her I’ve touched myself. I’m hoping there’s other females on here who can give me advice.