I think something "otherworldly" has to do with this, iin?
For whatever goddamn reason, a while ago random flushed feelings for someone just overtook me. I don't even talk to the guy that much, though I see him in Latin as well as sometimes at lunch. He's not gorgeous, he's a nerd/geek, but a type I like.
I don't know if I'm just imagining things, but I've been getting the feeling he looks at me sometimes. ALso today I found it weird that when, I went to throw trash away thrice, all three times he went up and threw stuff away too. Is that a coincidence, or...?
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Basically, he's been in my mind for a while. Not long, and that's what I find weird. We barely communicate and for some reason last week just, I've been having hard times breathing when thinking about him. It's happening minorly right now, too.
To the point, I'm not a religious person. I don't believe in anything except being happy. I've found things odd lately, but I don't fucking know efsgfgfg. It's almost Valentine's day and although I find it sweet, it can be cheesy in some cases. Idk maybe he did some voodoo or some shit to make me fall for him, it baffles me and my brows are furrowing as I type this, where the hell those feelings came from?
Is it normal to think that way? Like what the fuck. Also I want to ask him out, I have a feeling he likes me buuuuuuut idk. What to do.