I think nothing is left in my life
I was a quiet person.Never say anything to anybody untill and unless its gone above my head.If somebody hurts me or shouted at me i never take revenge i simply punish myself.Sometimes i cry hard some times i kept rock silent.But now i am fed up of my life..I used to love person but that came to an end.Then after few years i start loving a new person but haha what a comic tragedy samething happens love triangle and i back off or i can say kicked off as a looser.Now i am not happy at all.I went outside,i tried making friends,i shop,i saw movies,i read books,i learn piano,i shop,i try makeover,i cook,i flirt,yoga,meditation,sex...everything i could do to make me happy but all in vain..Day by day i am dying inside.No interests..no passions,nothing.Now whenever i saw couples having good time,folding eachother in their arms,become lost in each other..i..i felt like shout a loud.My heart screams.I think i cant love anybody now..and without love how can a person live happily..tell me please is there someway out..Is it normal?