I think my boyfriend (now ex) is into young girls-please help me!
I have recentley split from my boyfriend of nearly 4 years, he decided to end it very suddenley without a proper explanation. It has left me broken. While i was with him over the last year or so he would constantly make sexual 'jokes' and comments about rape, and young girls. He wanted me to dress up as a school girl but i never did, he asked me to wear pigtails and glasses once but got very very angry when i said no. Some examples of the comments he would say were - after we got intiamte once i felt something wasnt right i asked him he said nothings wrong i said what do u want from me, he replied saying a 12 yr old girl tied up...asleep. He wanted me to pretend im asleep alot when intimate. Other things said were - id f her talking about young girls walking past, used to check out young girls once one in uniform he said 'bloody hell'. I once asked what type of porm he looked at he replied saying with a very plain looking face 'little children'. When i asked why he says all this stuff i was worried he just made another joke saying 'i was just thinking want to come up the school with me and kidnap some children'. He would make disgusting comments about stories in the news involving rape for exapmle - one story involving killing and rape he said ' god that must of been a good night'. He would claim his friends would make alot of sick jokes then tell me them. He told me he read in the paper a 12 yr old girl was doing sexual favours for old men, when i said thats disgusting he said alot of men like that, i said yes if your 15 he said well some men do, i said yes there called pedos, he said yeah i know. I felt something wasnt right here. There are so many more. I do not know what to think, wether there just sick jokes or what. Im no longer with him but the pain of the slpit is hurtfull but all this is more pain full. I care about him so much and i my instinct is somethings not right, i cant leave this, i love him too much. I would be so gratefull for any help.