I think im becoming a psycho

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ok i know the "if u think ur crazy then ur not thing" problem is i dont think i am , others are telling me that im going of the edge.
the other day me and this girl i like were arguing and i ended up making a torture game out of it. i thought it was funny to see how easily she could get pissed off.
i did the same to my x before her, just alot worse becaus she hurt me and i was out to get her. idk i mean i thought vengeance was normal maybe im a bit sadistic but does the fact that i really enjoy putting people in pain mean im psychotic ?

im clinicaly depressed and am on no meds 4 it bcuz i dont feel they work. am i putting people thrue my pain 2 make mine easier to stand . is this normal ?

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  • dodongos
    11 years ago

    I have a friend like that...
    She hurts me a lot :I

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  • jermath35
    12 years ago

    Why? Why not help people in this world? I'm the opposite I like to try to make people calm an happy....

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  • roxanne2
    13 years ago

    you need new meds try celexa , their are many but you mgiht need a combo fo drugs

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  • CountessCoolout
    13 years ago

    All teenagers think they are (or brag that they are) crazy, and any slight deviation from the norm in teenworld is called "crazy" because as much emphasis as there seems to be on individuality, the pressure is overwhelming to be just like everybody else. It's unlikely that you really have a problem.

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  • omaclean
    13 years ago

    Just stop thinking of things as conditions, then you have an excuse to do them or do them because you think it is what should be done, just think honestly what you do, and why you do it. basically, stop whining and man up.

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  • dollcandy
    14 years ago

    yer not psycho at all and u didn't torture anyone either.

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  • JustSomeGuy83
    14 years ago

    You sound really young, it's probably just a teenage thing. You'll be fine, stop thinking you're a psycho or pyshotic, because you're not.

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  • [Old Memory]
    14 years ago

    Haven't you answered your own question? Clinically depressed? No treatment?

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  • Anonymous Post Author
    14 years ago

    tnsk and about the how much pain thing , well my x went into depression , she says it wasnt me but i think otherwise, she was more then fine b4 i came along :(

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  • tatorizzle
    14 years ago

    Well I have seen it very normal to try and put people through pain, though I don't try. Though it really depends on what you do. Like just trying to annoy someone isn't anywhere near as bad as like just randomly beating the shit outta them till they cry just for amusement.

    How much pain do you try to put people through? why do you do it? and how do you feel about it afterwards?

    If you like fully torturing them for fun and you feel good after it then you are probably sadistic and you should see a therapist.

    Have you ever tried meds? I have been on them for less than a week once (my friend gave me some of his) and they felt great even tho u dont get the full effect of them for a few days- a week or 2. If you tried them for 2 days and they didn't change anything that's because you weren't on them long enough, if you haven't tried them then you should.

    And the comments are moderated so this one will show up hours after I send it, so don't worry bout people not commenting right away, plus some of my stories took 2 or 3 days to get a single comment even bfor moderation then a couple got pretty popular

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  • Anonymous Post Author
    14 years ago

    any comments ? pls

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