I think i might be creepily hung up on this guy

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It didn't work out. I don't want him...But I love liking him. I joke to myself that I'm "sick" haha:

---Everyday that I go to school I drive around to see if I spot his car before parking. I know his car and yet look twice at any car that is similar just to see if it's the same model, doesn't have to be his.

---He has a youtube video that he sent me and that only makes it WORSE!!! Because I've been watching it because I just want an image to go with my thoughts. I just watch and smile, and then close it, but keep it.

---I deleted his texts in an effort to forget him, but I sometimes want them back :(

---I go in the library or pass a computer room to see if I spot him, and then I smile and leave.

---I searched him on Facebook, but I don't sign in or anything and he hides his info--I don't think I would look, but if it were available I would be tempted.

---I sometimes contemplate doing homework at school just in case I might spot him.

---He has a certain style, and at stores I sometimes find something that reminds me and I try it...Okay, that one I am really worried about.

---I have fantasized him intimately

--- BUT, NO---I don't know where he lives, nor make an effort to actually talk to him, am I ignore him unless he is RIGHT there to which I rudely cut the conversation.

So on a scale of 1-10, how weird am I?

1 That is normal 5
2 Not that bad 7
3 I think it'll pass, don't worry 9
4 Odd 4
5 Looking weirder 1
6 That would flatter but worry me if I were him 8
7 That is too much 6
8 Scaring me, not flattering 5
9 That is downright scary 1
10 Find someone else!!! That's SICK 2
What the hell, all the above. 6
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  • PalestinianGuy
    11 years ago

    Why can't you be just friends?

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      11 years ago

      Well, I found out he was actually bad news and was in a relationship. He liked me first. I fell for the company he gave me when we were talking to each other and liked him back, a lot. We tried to sorta be friends, but it just isn't appropriate no matter. He knows I like him...I couldn't help but act flirty every single time I tried talking to him. In respect to the woman already with him, and even to him, I need to back off completely.

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    • Dared
      11 years ago

      Why cant we be friends, Why cant we be friends?

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      • Anonymous Post Author
        11 years ago

        Why CAN'T we just be friends?

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  • ccjigsaw
    11 years ago

    I think it's a tad odd, but you don't sneak into his room and masterbate on his pillow (Hopefully) so thar's good atleast

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      11 years ago

      Hahah! I was worried about posting this question, but glad to see understanding answers. True, I don't do that, I might get caught and how would I explain myself??

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  • TerryVie
    11 years ago

    It wouldn't be THAT weird...if it was not for "It didn't work out." etc...

    In that context: Maybe it's time to move on? Don't fixate yourself too much on this person...as in, it's fine to not forget them overnight, but, you know, life goes on...with or without you- and it's more fun to take part in it and enjoy the options it holds for you.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      11 years ago

      Thank you, you are right---I like the way you put that "life goes on with or without you"
      I didn't explain in detail in the question or else it would be too long, but me and this guy sat next to each other in a class for one semester--and I really enjoyed talking to him. I didn't realize it but I looked forward to seeing him every class because he made me feel better. Turns out he wasn't really as nice as I thought...He actually liked me first, and seemed really honest and nice, and when I found out all he wanted from me, it made me feel really alone. All the time we spent talking was all fake, but I missed that. But it's funny, after I posted this, my emotions changed drastically and I feel normal about him now--like I did before I knew him. I guess I sort of needed to talk about it to people

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  • Frosties
    11 years ago

    I'm completely the wrong person to ask, but it doesn't sound all that weird. Everyone has their things and we easily forget our own little obsessions just so we can judge someone who is open about theirs.

    At school, I once had such a thing about this girl that when I noticed she'd left a half-drank can of Coke on the windowsill, I used every trick possible to be the last person left in the room after class and I drank from it and imagined I was kissing her.

    That's a true story, by the way, and is meant to make you feel a little more normal. If it didn't do the trick, I've got something even weirder.

    To get back to the point, you just feel something for someone. Whether you want something or not, what is more human than having feelings? It's completely normal. It's what we do.

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    • ccjigsaw
      11 years ago

      What's the weirder one? OwO

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      • Frosties
        11 years ago

        Nonononono! There is no weirder one. Made it all up. Didn't exist. Never happened. Wasn't part of existence.

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        • Anonymous Post Author
          11 years ago

          Aww, hahaha, I read your story---I appreciate you sharing it whether you were making it up or not. But, if your story is true, I understand but we probably get way too attached to people. Life gets lonely sometimes and I actually find your story funny---like how I tried on hats (I didn't mention this in the question) or listen to songs that reminded me of him. In a way I know that means at least you may be very committed to someone when you find them. But watch out for sharing drinks, even if we like them, they might have a cold ;[

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