I think i may be psychotic.

Well, I'm not really sure where to begin with this. It's something that has always bothered me ever since I can remember, which really isn't that far back. I have EXTREME anxiety most days and it's really causing me to think that I'm psychotic. It's really nothing about myself, and mostly about how the world is. I mean, I think about how the government isn't run the way it really should be in order to be fair to all it's citizens, and in turn the entire world isn't run the way it should be. I feel sorry for all the people that have to suffer, That don't have enough to eat or a safe place to sleep. All because they don't have enough MONEY to give themselves that. It's a right I feel ALL people should have to have something to eat and a place to sleep, a proper education, and a generally good outlook on life. But they can't. because of the MONEY. I mean, money has become the bain of human exsistance. 100 percent of the drug dealers do what they do because they want money. Most of the crimes that are commented are in some way involved with money. Most stress people have pertain to how much money they have and how they are going to get more. People shouldn't have to starve. People shouldn't have to live on the street. We are HUMAN BEINGS, Not black or white or whatever race. We should all be in this together, because if we continue down the road we are now we aren't going to last as a species because we will all either be too crazy to care who lives or dies and just kill everyone on the whole planet. We have to think about our children and our childrens children and even the generation after that, and think about how their isn't going to be one.

I obsess about this most days. And it's something that I can't get out of my head because I see signs of it all the time. The debt collector commercials, the anti-psyhcotic medicine adds that play non-stop on TV. hearing people complain about how they don't have enough money and looking up at all the people that do. Things aren't going to change for me unless the whole entire world changes, and I don't see that happening.

So. Am I psychotic, or do I just care too much?

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  • lotusgirl

    as long as you know how to manage your $ then you will survive
    it doesnt matter how little or how much you have, its about using your brain
    all these people that suffer dont suffer because of MONEY they suffer because they either didnt put their money to good use or they dont work hard enough or they were robbed...whatever the case may be, money is not the reason

    and we are humans, but there are many different types of human
    sure we are truly equal
    but just like monkeys, birds, dogs, bears, and all the other animals out there...there are so many unique kinds..same with humans
    we are all different, just as we are all equal

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  • st2013de

    You just care, but there's never caring too much. You really need to channel this good you have and use it to change the world :)

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  • psycho_logy

    My suggestion is google a personality test and take one. You will probably find that you just have a very big heart for people and the best thing you could probably do with that is find a job where you can do your part. Something that will not overwhelm you with the fact that you can't fix it all, but that gives you the satisfaction that you are doing the best you can to help and that will take your focus from the big huge picture, and help you focus on one part of it that you can actually do something about. Hopefully you will find some peace in knowing that at least those people will be living a better life because of you! :) If this does not work, you may want to see a psychologist for help in bringing this caring side of you into balance so you can live a life without so much anxiety.

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  • Mastersash

    you're not psychotic, you're problem is that you believe money is needed to run the world. Believing that would make anyone go crazy.. which is why when someone like you pops up (that actually cares about other people) everyone acts like your insane for not wanting the super-sized american dream with a side of bullshit. you're not normal if you mean average. you are ABOVE average. congratulations.

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  • oiroif

    You are probably depressed. Not psychotic. If you keep thinking day in and day out like the world is horrible or what not then you will continue to spiral into more of those depressive patterns of thought. I'm not saying what you are thinking is wrong because the world has never been fair and there is always someone that is being taken advantage of. Most people know this but they don't let it take over their life. You shouldn't either because it seems you are a very sensitive and caring person and there aren't enough people like that in the world. What you can do is to try your best to be a good person. Try and look at the things that you have and be thankful for them. At the very least that can get you through some tough times.

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  • AndrewTheMan

    Money is the rout of all evil. To change the world you must first change yourself. If you don't want the world to be centered around money, dont center your life around it. Once your life starts to pick up, people will notice that you're doing just fine without money, and imitation is the most sincere form of flattery. Change yourself to change the world. Take a look at the book by Mohandas Gandhi called The story of my experiments with truth. he changed the world, and had nothing to do with money. All it takes is you. (Try google books, its free on there; along with lots of other books)

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  • Donmcbreen

    I think the human race is beyond repair at this point we just keep multiplying and destroying like a virus! Perhaps what we need is Something to level the playing field where by only the strong survive, natural selection is a thing of the past tanks to medicine, only the strong, smart, useful should survive and thrive. Never mind the dregs of society as we know it. Save the planet, decrease the world population!

    Where’s the illuminati when you need them! 🧡😔

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  • peterr

    Suck a cock and be a man.

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    • Donmcbreen

      I fucked your misses how’s about that

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  • RomeoDeMontague

    So you are angry and depressed since you realize the world is flawed? Well the truth is the world is. People are stupid, government is stupid, schools is pointless and yet forced anyways. Most of society is worthless and so are most of the people in this world.

    The reason these things do not function correctly is because we have fucking morons running things. Most of the people in these positions just abuse the power they are given and hoard the money. This goes for schools, businesses, welfare, on those in political office.

    No you are not psychotic you are one of the few who are intelligent enough to see the true issues. Schools are not poor and they are not losing money. The reason schools claim to be going poor is that the people in charge of the schools money are not balancing out the funds.

    They are just fucking hoarding it. Most programs that claim to help the poor are not really helping. Take this from someone who signed up for a program like this before and all they do is right names and do not perform any real service. A lot of teachers who have the job to teach hate kids, refuse to teach and abuse students, a lot of politicians do not care how poor the country is as long as they are sitting pretty.

    You ever see a country that is really poor and yet has a lot of money to spend? You know why? Since the government is rich as fuck and not taking care of the country like they are suppose to! People who want these people in office are going to say they are good since they are stupid and believe any lies you feed them.

    This is not just for one country either its for many. There has been corruption in several countries everywhere in the world. This shit would not happen if people were fucking responsible and do their jobs. NO YOU ARE NOT A LUNATIC THE WORLD JUST SUCKS AND IS FILLED WITH MORONS. YES ITS DEPRESSING BUT ITS THE TRUTH. SOMETIMES THE TRUTH SUCKS AND YOU CLEARLY SEE IT!

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  • nutellapiza

    Personally I thought your post was really inspiring and got me thinking. I don't know why people are judging you for this and saying you're racist and whatnot. I often feel this huge desire to encourage our society to think of autism as a part of evolution and not some negative disease. I feel like I can relate with you because what we wish for is such overwhelming factors that require not just our own power/change alone but true commitment and also Faith in the rest of the world that they will actually participate in causing the change too.

    You're not psychotic or depressed. I think you just have a keen sense to global issues and that's really wonderful and erudite.

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  • violet3

    I agree with you, I only recently started having deep thoughts about our planet and civilisation which is quite striking actually. Basically I believe major changes have to be made to the world very soon otherwise the human race won't last very long... I don't care if you all think this is bullshit but I know deep down its true.

    This is from my boyfriend: If you live with the planet and don't use the planet to live then you are one of the very few good people on the planet.
    I can gaurantee you this, you are just like all the other good people who would love to make a difference, however they are not able to do it because they are trapped by the world of civilization, created by the greedy, selfish people who don't care for anything but themselves, of course none of them will admit it, but there are soooo many of those people out there who have it deep in their nature to just care for themselves.
    Unfortunately, I am just like you, I would love to make a difference because my whole life ive never really cared for myself, ive always liked to help others, make people happy. My advice to you is to live with the planet and don't use the planet to live. At least that way your doing a little bit to help the world we live in, that could make you feel better about yourself and possibly remove that constant thought you have of the vast amount of problems mankind has created in this world.

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  • melmelcandi

    How do u know shes black?

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  • Malfoy

    You're not psychotic, you're just kind of black.

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