I think i may be a transgender (f to m)?

I wouldn't describe you as a transgender because nowhere did you say you feel like a man trapped in a women's body. Why don't you start lifting weights and take testosterone boosters like anabolic steriods.

It could be a matter of you finding male characteristics so attractive that you want to take them on yourself. This is why most MtF crossdressers (not transsexual) are in fact heterosexual, despite popular belief.

Are you saying you enjoy both? The closest term I can come up with is gender-fluid, meaning you switch from one gender to the other or that you're a mix of both- sometimes you're female, sometimes you're male. I could be way off for you, though.

i'm pretty sure that i'm a gay man trap in side a straight woman oops

r u sure u wanna give up ur femen side being a woman is great.

Next will be the "I think I might be black but I'm not sure" posts.

OP = retard.

No, you're not, just calm down and live your life, you own your gender, that's what you are, deary.

I think you just got hyped by seeing the videos. Why would you want a male body? Why want ANY body different from yours? Why want your body? What do bodies have to offer? Why do you want a body that you like? See, I think these are questions that we should all ask ourselves. I do wish I were 'prettier' sometimes and everything, but I don't think that makes much sense because either we're being influenced by social standards or by animalistic feelings that we should be better potential procreators.

I dont understand what you are. Since you already said you want to be a girl, like being a girl and like men. If you become a man you are not straight you will be gay. So none of what you says makes any sense. You realize girls can have abs, and big arms. It is not something strictly men can do. Women can do it too.
You just have to work out.

if you want big arms, shoulders, a male like body then go to your local gym and start bodybuilding, use loads of steroids, eat correctly train with someone experienced and you'll become strong. After a while your physique will be very manly!! Google some images of female bodybuilders they look like men!!

If your concerned to see a psychologist. They'll be able to more accurately "diagnose" you and help you discover if you're a transgender. You might be genderqueer in some other way, i'm not sure if you fit the trans thing but then I'm not trans so I can't accurately tell you how you're supposed to be feeling.