I think i'm a psycho.
The last couple of months from now I've been having this dream, well more of a nightmare. Well it starts off like I was living any other day, but then something happens. like I get my heart broken or I get in an agurement with a person (mostly a relative). I freak out and start having murderous thoughts then I do something terrible. Its often something brutal. I mean really bad, like one time I was driving and a guy cut me off. So I follow him he gets out of the car to fight me and i pull out a tire iron and beat him unconscious.
I then put him in the trunk of my car and drive to my house at this point he is starting to come.I then take the tire iron to his face once again, but this time I beat him till he is unrecognizable I drag him to the basement. Where it seems like hours of torture is done.
When I finally awake from the nightmare I lead to the side of the bed and quake my brains out. any night is something different and I honestly don't want to sleep. I want to go to a therapist but I just don;t have the money. Can some one please help.