I think i just hit rock bottom?

i feel very depressed like i have been sent to rock bottom.bad things just keep piling up:

my baby brother screwed up my iPod so my screen isn't working.

my family and i was gonna go to Florida but it was cancelled for no reason.

i have a book report due soon and i am not even half way done with the book.

im getting fatter.

and also my family loves my younger sister and my other siblings except me. my younger siblings are always treated like royalty and im just the loser that doesn't have any friends.i feel like no one loves me anymore or i am not special.i feel like killing myself because i don't feel like i deserve to be on this planet.i think i just hit rock bottom.is this feeling normal?

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  • fallen2012angel

    my opinion is rock bottom is when most people get very depressed, suicidal, and distant for fear of things getting worse. im the oldest of three and my parents are split. (they did so when I caught my dad cheating a week before my birthday) and right now my family is in FL on vacation and im dog sitting for them. Ive been suicidal since 8th grade and im 20. It sucks that little stuff goes wrong, I know. But it could be so much worse, even if it could be so much better :) cheer up buttercup

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  • Energy

    Telling someone they can’t be sad because others have it worse is like telling someone they can’t be happy because others have it better. My favorite quote of all times :) just came into my mind after reading these comments.

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  • Jweezee

    Hahaha. This reminds me of those satirical YouTube videos about first world problems. "My Florida vacation was cancelled." "I have too much food in my fridge and now I'm getting fat." "The modern technology I have access to is damaged."

    Look, you're making it hard but I'm going to try not to be an asshole. Do you realize how fucking lucky you are to have a mother and father in your life? To have clean water and ample food supply? To have an opportunity to be educated? To even own a god damn iPod? Let me know when you're working in a dimly-lit factory for 15 hrs a day at a sewing table. When you're dad was tortured and killed for speaking ill of the government and you're mom prostitutes herself to put a single bowl of rice or some shit on the table for dinner. When your brother.... Ah fuck I could go on and on but I have to sleep. The point is stop looking at your petty ass problems and start focusing on your blessings. Have a little gratitude. You will find that you'll be a much happier person.

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  • russellnb

    I do not know if it is normal but I feel that way often. I suggest you finish the book and the report. Try to fix what you can and worry less. Whitney Houston sang a song that said "I found the greatest love inside of me". Trust me, you are special. God doesn't make junk. We can not change others but we can keep our efforts on our future and where we want to go. You are special. Go for it.

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  • lone_stranger

    Cry me a river emo kid.

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  • Johnnytherat

    http://38.media.tumblr.com/dbe4bc088158947e1c94f2fdd1199fd3/tumblr_mwfb6jZUwX1ryji3io1_1280.jpg

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  • neversaynotopanda

    You should seek some kind of help, there's a stigma around getting help but that's bullshit, but look, the family thing I can understand and relate to but I've had some really bad shit happen to me over my life so to hear someone mentioning a broken iPod in terms of making it worse confuses me and just goes to show a possible chemical imbalance, which is surprisingly normal,

    Please seek help

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    • People should seek help through the internet we have so much information available a counselor or therapist is only going to try and put you on drugs and make things worse.

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      • neversaynotopanda

        Exactly there is so much information,both correct and incorrect some people wwon't be able to tell the difference

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  • thegypsysailor

    You haven't hit rock bottom yet. Obviously you still have a computer to use and an internet connection. Get back to us when you don't even have those.

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  • Shackleford96

    I'm not trying to discredit your depression feelings, but your problems are not as awful as you are making them out to be. You are just being a big whiner from the way I see it.

    That being said, you should definitely get some help if you are so bad that you feel like killing yourself. There is so much in this world to be happy about, you just need to look harder and someone to talk to will help you discover this.

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