I think i have psychotic depression
it kinda scares me. it's closely related to schizophrenia, except you know what you see/hear/think isn't really there and it drives you nuts.
idk what to do.
http://www.healthyplace.com/communities/depression/psychotic.asp
http://pn.psychiatryonline.org/cgi/content/full/39/12/29
to understand better, read those sites, or google it.