I think i have a problem with stop signs

Everytime i pass a stop sign, i get a very strong urge to scream my head off at it, alot of times i can spend hours screaming at it, the redness of it, and it being higher than me just infuriates me, sometimes in my room i like to plan out how to stop the stop signs from mocking me, i even ran into a few, but men always put more back up, on my weekends, i pack food in a back pack and sit next to it, screaming how its mother was a whore, only because so far i only know that it doesnt like me talking about its mother, i really hate them, they always control us, telling us to stop, thinking they have all the power, what is up with that, how come it has more authority than i, i try to make my friends come with me to help me get rid of the stop signs or even just tell it off a few times, but it always stands there, just stands there, why doesnt it answer me? my friends think im crazy, but i think they just work with the stop signs, tell them my weaknesses, because they still are everywhere and they follow me no matter where i go in the US, i ran into so many with my car, eventually i had to steal my neighbors car so i can run over more since my car was total'd is this normal? i need help please!