I think i exercise doublethink!
Some of you might have heard of George Orwell's famous novel 1984. (It's the book where the phrase "Big Brother is watching" originates from) Well the Party members use this technique called doublethink, it's interesting, really, but hard to explain, so I'm quoting Wikipedia:
"The power of holding two contradictory beliefs in one's mind simultaneously, and accepting both of them....To tell deliberate lies while genuinely believing in them, to forget any fact that has become inconvenient, and then, when it becomes necessary again, to draw it back from oblivion for just so long as it is needed, to deny the existence of objective reality and all the while to take account of the reality which one denies — all this is indispensably necessary. Even in using the word doublethink it is necessary to exercise doublethink. For by using the word one admits that one is tampering with reality; by a fresh act of doublethink one erases this knowledge; and so on indefinitely, with the lie always one leap ahead of the truth."
Upon reading the book I kind of realized I might have exercised doublethink for a long time already without even realizing it... But I'm not sure. For example, I do of course know that my stuffed animals are not real, they're just plush toys. But when I talk to them and play with them, I genuinely believe them to be able to think, talk and love. I know they are my friends. Then when I talk to my sister about this, we both can fully acknowledge the fact that they are just toys, but also believe them to be real, at the same time. Is this weird? Now that I think about it, it sounds weirder when told in that way, but in practice, I think it's not that weird. We just love our plushies so damn much! But is it doublethink? And more to the topic, is it normal? By the way, I'm 18 years old and I'm turning 19 in a week.