I think i am insane - help!

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I keep wondering if I’m insane – I certainly sound it when I listen to my self now. First things first I suppose. I keep talking to myself. Yea I have fully fledged conversations with inanimate objects or mainly just in my head. I once argued weather too kill myself or not. Don’t worry I never would. It’s just that I had a conversation that went something like this.

(This isnt exact more of a base line, there was a bit more to it but you’ll get the idea)

“I should end this now, just kill myself”
“No you can’t. You have too much to do. You’re too important”
“What? Who are you?”
“Son listen to me you can’t kill your self, I wont let you. I am him”
“What god. Yeah right prove it” *should not test the lord your god*
Silence
More silence
“Ermm god?”
*shut up you moron that isn’t god it you – idiot*
*SLAP!*
Yeah I slapped myself in the end to stop the madness. Then I thought why the (insert fruity phrase here) am I think this I would never… Ahh well.

So as you can it all very confusing.Its like I have a split personality or something. Now there’s lodes more but I cant even begin on that, it would take me hours to write it all down and be around 50 pages. This is just the tip of the iceberg.

I have spoken to parents and trusted friends. I have come up with the theory that I’m neurotic. I certainly fit the criteria when I was reading through.

So am I insane? Do I have a split personality? Am I neurotic? Or am I Normal?

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  • Wasteoid
    13 years ago

    Why the devil are you asking the internet dear boy?

    a proffesional would probably give you a far better prognosis.

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    • YesIGotSwag
      12 years ago

      i thought the same thing at first about this site as well but i have been very impressed by how sierously poeple people react to these posts

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    i do the same thing, kind of. and i really do think im insane. like i'll sit there and pretend that others are with me, and im having conversations with them, and having fun. but honestly i think it's just because im a tad bit lonely. i actually do have a lot of friends, when im with them, i dont do it. by myself i do it all the time
    i dont think i need help because it's not harming me or anyone else. it's just something my brain automatically does when im not constantly busy all the time.
    :)

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  • DiscoDuck
    14 years ago

    Yes you are INSANE, please seek help

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  • dancer
    14 years ago

    (it says there are 5 comments but i can't see them for some reason? is THAT normal?)

    what you described so far sounds normal to me, but if you're worried that it might affect your life negatively then see a professional therapist. they are more likely to be able to help you understand yourself and be at peace.

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  • Samsara112
    14 years ago

    You are just having a hard time realizing your true nature. Namaste!

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  • PeaceMaker
    14 years ago

    I wont lie you i talk with myself all the time and sometimes at loud voice in the streets if pple r so stupid to believe the the world is in peace they can afford a guy talking with himself take it the way that the one and only that can really understand you it's yourself and don't let them to tame you see you in another life brotha

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  • nikoleman
    14 years ago

    That's probably a psychological disorder, you should definitely go to a shrink or psychiatrist as those things are out of your control. It's even your subconcious or something chemically wrong with your body. By taking some pills you might solve the problem.
    Cheers!

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  • Malfoy
    14 years ago

    If you actually vividly hear the voices, you may have psychosis. If it's just your imagination, then that's fine. Many people talk to themselves, but for them it's controllable, more of a fun thing or something to waste time. I've talked to objects and myself, but it was like a comedy skit for me, not schizophrenic-type stuff. One time I tried salvia and I was responding to objects because they were asking me to do stuff for them, and I didn't even notice that something was weird until many seconds later. Sometimes if I get really high on weed, things will seem to "vibrate" with colour and meaning, and objects will rapidly switch from being alive to being objects, but it's always noticeably fake.

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  • Scrat
    13 years ago

    Dont watch movies too much and get laid !

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