I think i am becoming schizophrenic

Didn't you just make a post about having phantom smells? I really think you are over thinking and making yourself freak out. You seem like you have a problem with worrying too much which leads to anxiety and panic attacks.

As someone who once suffered from pretty heavy anxiety disorder I can't make any promises but these seem like symptoms of anxiety disorder. I'm not a doctor but my trade is engineering and am very well studied. I only say this because I researched this subject a lot.

Honestly...See a psychologist. That said. Look into your therapist's office for an anxiety group. I did one of these and it changed my entire outlook. I am now able to use anxiety to actually help me instead of hold me back. It's pretty awesome. A nice starting point is Jon Kabat Zinn's book Full Catastrophe Living. He teaches mindful meditation. Probably the number 1 thing that helped me silence my "anxious mind". Look into it.

I'm pretty much over all panic attacks. I'm able to meet the anxiety as it comes before it develops further (into a panic attack). I owe that thanks to the anxiety group that I was in and meditation (and jon kabbat zinn's book).

The first paragraphs are really common to me as well but I know it's just coincidence or that maybe the world isn't as simple as we make it out to be, which is kind of a way of being paranoid without being scared. I have OCD as well but it manifests as obsessive intrusive thoughts, they were a lot worse when i was a kid, and I thought I would grow up to be full on insane. I still do feel a bit crazy sometimes, but at least I am able to hide it. I think if you can't is when it because more of a psychological problem

I am in no position to diagnose you, but I think you should definitely see a therapist since this is concerning you. I wouldn't put it off, its not going to improve unless you do something. good luck!

Schizophrenia is the medical term for people who are in tune with things that most people are unaware of. It is a gift and a curse because the more the mind becomes open to these things, the harder it becomes to function.

Welcome to the matrix.

I have this exact problem. But at the same time I keep seeing real evidence that people can read minds.

You sound entirely too rational to be schizophrenic. I think you're overanalyzing yourself...like many people do, especially if you're subject to hypochondria.

You need a hobby.

aaaaaayyeee!!!!!! finally..finally somebody who's willing to talk about it, me too, me too, I go through the same shit, ok, where do I start, well.. its a long story so I'm gonna have to cut some things short, well, I am going through the exact thing right now, in factive been doin so for a while now, my name is awntwan harris, I live in Toledo ohio, please look me up on facebook and send me a message because there are not too many people willing to talk about this, so we gotta stick together, soo..every thought that I have "ican hear" out loud, first of all the voices that I hear they do the same thing to me, when I'm walking they say all types of negative shit, for example, I live with my wife and her 13 year old daughter, (we live together), and her daughter is growing into a young woman so shes starting to fill out, I could be sitting in the living room with my wife, and these voices (more than one) will be saying things like- omg she so thick I just wanna beat that pussy up" owe yeaa she nice I just wanna fuck her in the ass etc etc, I don't have to say too much more you get what I'm saying, and then the next thing you know she coming in the living room being all fast and shit, like she "likes" whats being said and she want me to see her, so as a man I say look you are 13 years old, shit yo mfin ass down quit trying to be grown, take yo ass back in the room, so she goes back in the room, the next thing I hear the voices talking to her like do u want me to put a hit on him, and I hear her (audibly) say yes, yes I want you to put a hit on him, and the voice say "who" and she says "Antwan", so I'm like ..who are you in there talking to? and she like nobody, the next thing I know me and my wife fighting, and I feel like she does this to me all the time, and I feel her mother knows and dosent care, I've asked people everywhere do u hear what I'm thinkin, and they so no, but then I mightsay something like "look at this fat bitch" or "that dude a fag" and I see people respond, the crazy part about it is, it seems like my whole city hears me, not only do they hear what I'm thinking, they hear what I'm saying, and they hear what I'm listening to and they see what I see, and yes I do see and hear delusions, I see shadows and things go by me all the time, and people have done things and said things to where they slip up and let me know its real, and sometimes people give hints and I gotta read I between the lines, but its hard because I don't always understand whats being said, I also tried a person before, I said hey if you can hear me take your hands out of your sleeves, and he did, I panic all the time, fuck them doctors, man u not crazy bro, u know who's crazy, them mf's on here talking about u need medicone or need to talk to a doctor, or u trippin, or u need help, NO MUTHA FUCKA, he's telling the truth, and a lot of people on here KNOW!!!!! they just too afraid to tell you, (cowards), they try to make you feel like something wrong with you (and its not) the truth is the world just isn't the same as it used to be, either (man) has found a way to fuck with peoples minds, or the devil ordered this shit, notice how to voices mostly have negative things to say, I wanna start a facebook group for people like (US) who know that somethings wrong and we are not ashamed to say it, people lie to our faces, I have a wife , I hear her talking to the voices but when I ask her she lies and tells me no, my family my closet family, friends people I trust all tell me no, they don't hear it, they don't know what I'm talking about etc etc, and it hurts because I have to get on the internetto speak with someone who I don't even know, and hear the truth from them, fucked up

Idk

You are.

I'm like that, a lot. I always thought I was crazy, so then I just decided to except I am. Most of the people I know would think I was joking and tell me I'm weird or a freak. You should also be happy, though. Most people are so boring, this.makes

Avoid going to the medical people at all costs, unless you absolutely have to,.. there's no telling what they might do. I've experienced similar (and also far crazier) 'delusions' and I find it's best to keep it to myself. Stay healthy and avoid drugs like marijuana if you have to. If you don't actually believe the thoughts to be true then I think you're fine. Just keep doing that.

I sometimes think things to myself then moments later wonder if I said them out loud. I think this is a mixture of delusion and terrible short term memory.

Roses are red,
Violets are blue.
I am a schizophrenic
And so am I.

Roses are red,
Violets are blue.
I am a schizophrenic,
And so am I.

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