I think .. a lot. and sometimes i feel like i need help.
sometimes i find myself thinking wayyy too much. or what i think is too much. where i can feel the pulse in my temples beating quite a lot. i feel like i need someone to talk to...like i need help. i ll think about why humans are sh*t to each other. and why we dont work together and find what else is in the universe. like finding a way to get in contact with other earths like Gliese 581 D. or what distinguishes humans from each other..because we have language? what about feral people. or if you didn know a language what would you think? or if there were a infinite different dimensions that every outcome that could have happened happens in one. or why ppl who think theyre abnormal go to isitnormal.com when if you think you're abnormal and going on it....assuming that wouldnt that mean the person commenting is abnormal?
i feel like i need to know everything. and i don feel too disturbed by things that seem ... well disturbing. everything from "2 girls one cup" to jeffrey dahmer stories. i like to argue and people who know me tell me im weird. i get anxiety a lot and my g/f tells me to see a psych. ironic, cuz thats what i m going to school for. (and have a 4.0 gpa)
i just need some thoughts. someone talk to me.
(sorry for a sh!t writeup, im heading out soon)