I stopped masturbating
so, i started masturbatin very,very early, but can't tell for sure, around 7, because i did it before school started, and it started at 7,now i'm 20.
Now, since than, i have been totally masturbation addicted. Sometimes i have did it 3 times a day, and sometimes once in a 3 days...
Thing is, i realised that i don't feel it as i taught i used to, so i stopped 10 months ago.
I wanted to make sure when i loose my virginity it will feel better because when you do something alot, the feeling is not so intense as when you don't do it.
I wanted to make sure that i can control myself, and now 9 months after, i don't want to screw up the celibat by my hand, but as i'm pretty much not social person, i taught of going to some hooker!
Now here is some nasty sh*t,should i save my virginity for some girl of my life,which probably won't show up!,or it doesn't matter...
advices?
HELP!