I still miss him

I kinda felt the same way recently. I liked some guy a lot, he used to be nice but then he started ignoring my texts and deleted my fbook wall post. And, a mutual friend of ours says he acts like he doesn't even know me (even though we've known each other for 2 years), so idk what's up w/ that. So I just quit trying to talk to him, and I did some things to take my mind off the whole thing. He still crosses my mind sometimes, but I don't feel bad anymore.

aww that's so sweet.

why did he have to go away?

No. No man want's to be friends. If you really love him let him go. If he was meant to be you will see him again. I understand the pain you must feel. Don't let his ghost haunt you. Fixating on him is pointless because he probably doesn't care your in pain about his leaving. Easier said than done right? I know I gave up 2 years of my life looking for signs from the heavens above that I would be reunited with the one I loved. Didn't happen. This could be for the best and accepting that what you once had will help shape who you are going to become. It is better to have loved then not to have loved at all. Wallow awhile and move on because you may do better later.

I'm on the same boat, my friend. It can be a really hard thing, and I'm not sure how young you are but you still have time to find other people. Better people, who are actually worth your time. And you will find the right guy someday soon, and I promise. Love can be a very beautiful thing, and also a very terrible thing. You'll get over him soon enough. I just recently got over my ex boyfriend and I was the same as you. I'd cry myself to sleep and cry when I woke up till bed time. I almost dropped out. It sucks, but shit happens.

Anyways, I hope you get better and there's always someone to talk too. I'm always here.

So many friends are gonna end up loving you to death.