I still have feelings for her...
I was dating a girl about thirty miles away from my house and we could only see eachother once a week with multiple restrictions that made it more of a "Hey how are you doing" moment than being with eachother under the sunset... WE had moments to ourselves every once in a while and i think i fell in love with her... everyday i thought of her eyes... as blue as a summer day and her hair was as gold as the sun... i couldnt stand being away from her... i dreamed of her smile... but she couldnt really see me as a person often at all... and after a while she couldnt take it anymore and split up with me. I tried to let it go... but a week later i hadnt eaten in 2 days and i couldnt sleep... i walked outside and my best friend tells me "dude whats up with you lateley... you arent even yourself..." and i tried talking to her (We still had feelings for eachother) but she says she cant trust herself to not cheat on me... i dont want to be with her anymore but my heart still throbbs at night to be with her... i am hoping these feelings will just go away but it has been over 3 months... any advice?