I started having these dreams about a celeb, is it weird?
This was for isitnormal.com but it's too long, so tell me what you guys think. (and yes it's legit and about gd)
Ok to start, here's what initiated it.
I was never a fan of this guy, I knew next to nothing about him. I attended an event and just happened to get a ticket for his fangreet at the event (they gave scratch cards, so for all the (music) artists that attended, no one really knew who they were gonna see outside of the concert part of the event.)
At the fanmeet for him there were about 100 or 200 people, a small enough crowd that he could've easily seen all of us. I was at the front of the middle section of the crowd, so about 10 feet away from the mini stage they had up.
Everyone else cheered and screamed, and though I wasn't his fan, i'm a huge kpop fan and had never seen an artist up close, so I thought i'd be excited. But when he came out, I couldn't cheer, I couldn't even smile. At first I tried, but it felt inconsiderate to me.
I started at him, and for some reason wanted so badly to just look into his eyes, because I felt like something was wrong, like he didn't seem happy to me. Nobody else seemed to pick up on it, but I knew without a doubt he didn't even want to be there. He came late, left early, his smile was forced, he didn't speak much, and he wouldn't take his sunglasses off.
It seemed like it should've been obvious that he wasn't having the best day, but of course the fangirls (being fangirls) only noticed that his nipples were visible through his shirt (i'm rolling my eyes at the thought)
I was the only one just standing there staring at him, like I wanted to convey to him that I wasn't viewing him as a celeb, but as some guy I thought didn't look too happy. He wouldn't look at me. and this was a small enough crowd that it was noticeable. He scanned the audience, but would quickly look past where I was standing every time.
and then after the event I started having these strange dreams about him,
here's a conversation with a friend about it, tell me what you think of the dreams, what it could mean, and whether this is weird or ok:
(read it here, it was a bit too long to post http://www.asianfanfics.com/blog/view/874781 )