I sometimes get sadistic and violent thoughts

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I am generally a loner I never go out, I normally play games and have problems with, well I don't want to say mental problems, but when I do go out and watch as people have fun and friends girlfriends etc, I get a feeling of extreme resentment, I have problems with be a "Germ freak" and have to wash myself when I return home when I get left alone in a room I get thoughts of violence and even sometimes killing them, I have reflected and thought maybe It'S just your regular thoughts when getting rejected??

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Based on 46 votes (20 yes)
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  • flamer180
    8 years ago

    Try to talk to someone your close to could help, even if it's a family member.

    Try to help yourself any way you can

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  • thegypsysailor
    8 years ago

    Rejection? I don't see rejection in your post. I don't see you trying to 'have fun and friends girlfriends etc' either, just you sitting there resenting others.
    I think it's YOU who you should be angry with. Damn angry! Angry enough to get you to 'have fun and friends girlfriends etc', if that's what you want.
    Think about it.

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  • Smokey1D
    8 years ago

    Pretty normal mate. We all get rejected - not just you, so don't get too down on yourself. Sometimes teenagers are way cruel to each other - half the time just trying to prove themselves. Assholes really. The good thing is you don't do anything violent to them - just a revwnge type thought. Totally normal. Let it go.

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  • Ellenna
    8 years ago

    No, it's not normal and you should find some professional support before you act on these thoughts. What stops you from having friends of your own?

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