I slept with my best friend

So basically, I knew this girl from school. She was 3 years older than me (I'm now 18 and she's 21), and we absolutely despised each other. Somehow we ended up talking again and I realized she was actually a really nice girl. I ended up splitting up with my girlfriend so she invited me to go and stay the night with her and have a couple drinks. We ended up going out into the bars and when we got back to hers we were kissing. Then she went down on me. The next morning we agreed that it wouldn't happen again and that we should just stay only friends.
A couple days ago I invited her to come to my house for a get together with me and my friends. We got really drunk and slept together again... 3 times. We were scissoring which I vowed not to do because it's too intimate for casual sex (for me anyway). The next day we spoke properly about it and agreed that it was the last time. She's bi and I'm a lesbian, she says she prefers males but then told me that us sleeping together started making her confused about her feelings. What does that even mean?!
And now I've realized that in a way, I don't regret it and I think I really, really like her. What do I do? I don't want to ruin the friendship and a relationship wouldn't work because of the distance and circumstances we're in. Should I tell her how I feel? Or leave it be?

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Comments ( 19 )
  • stilldoinit

    Females commonly experiment (though mostly in their early to mid-teens). Yours is a fairly normal situation. Having already had same-sex experiences, it's natural to continue down that path - if it feels right for you.

    Don't lose sleep over it. Simply go with it.

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  • Sweetpe

    Well I believe if you don't think it'll work then just stop asap otherwise it'll just get harder for you but distance won't stop you from love so you could either try it and take a chance of being really sad or completely stop and keep looking hope I helped :)

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  • CuntCrusher666

    gOOD FOR You . Youre no longer friend zoned .

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  • iEatZombies_

    I don't think this is something that's going to stop.
    You should talk with her about your feelings, agree not to see other people while you two are able to be together, agree not to wait for each other and just remain close friends during the long distance, then let fate decide what will happen if the distance ever closes.

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  • RoseIsabella

    Stranger things have happened.

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  • _Crusades

    How big is her strap-on?

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  • MrSexyJesus.

    what you should do is get it on camera, it clears your situation up as when you post it online it allows people to see things as a 3rd person.

    Trust me I'm a doctor

    MrSexyJesus. Phd

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    • Short4Words

      False prophet

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      • Redcoats

        Bring us the girl and wipe away the debt.

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  • TightCancerKidsAssholes

    You should try fucking a sweet innocent little cancer kid in his tight asshole together.

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  • Hog

    Bitch you really need to start sucking cock because you just wasted 3 minutes of my life that I'll never get back reading your fucking pathetic worthless pussy licking story. No body gives a fucking rats ass about you licking some other septic tank you call a girl friend. If you decide to get back on the site and write something please make it sick, detailed and preferably you getting force fed cock in every hole you have. Yours truly.

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    • Shannn

      And you've just wasted about 30 seconds of my life that I'll never get back with your silly, irrelevant response. You're the exact reason lesbians exist. Maybe some girls don't want a cock pounding into their uterus by "men" like yourself. Clearly you have very low self esteem. How old are you? 15? Sitting behind your screen criticizing everyone else because they're actually getting some? Grow up, dude.

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      • Gspyder

        I severely doubt he's capable of reaching anyone's uterus

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      • Redcoats

        You're like my new favorite person, welcome to this freak show called IIN. Please don't be frightened away (:

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    • sexysonofsam

      I concur. This is no place for a "Mills & Boon" type fucking novel...I certainly do not care if you love licking your girlfriends pussy, rather tell how it tasted and how she had little yellow puss filled scabs on the outer lips of her vagina which you then nibbled on and sucked the sweet yellow puss out, all the while she was tonguing your arsehole...she busted puss in your mouth and you busted some creamy pussy juice into hers as you came form her anal manipulation with her tongues....then continue to inform us how you contracted herpes on your lips from the is sif bitch and how you hate her little scab infested pussy!

      Now that is called good informative writting, to which we could respond with some sort of advise...

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      • Shannn

        You're a vile animal. This is clearly one of your sick, perverted fantasies. Take your backwards, putrid words and share them elsewhere. Clearly I wasn't looking for an opinion like yours. You're very troubled. Maybe you should see a therapist? And I can see you only use this site to as a way to satisfy your sexual needs that you aren't getting anywhere else. "Good informative writing"? Are you serious? Lmao.

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        • sexysonofsam

          I thank you kindly for your inspiration...i am feeling much better knowing that i was of help!

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      • imhornyspunky

        Sick pathethic creep

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        • sexysonofsam

          My work here is done!

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