I see people as tools and i do not feel for people (or very little)
I see people in life as tools after experiences in my past. I used to see people as real things but now I only find about 3 people as real and the rest as just these tools that I feel I should just use if I see them as empty beings.
I never feel happy, just empty, or surging sensations of anger. I also have to fake my emotions because I don't want friends and family to start thinking I don't care or I hate them etc.