I often think about women needing to defecate urgently
I would like to try and discover why, instead of getting aroused in the conventional way when I see an attractive woman, the first thing I think about is whether she has been to the toilet recently, whether she goes every day, whether she sometimes gets constipated and whether she ever uses laxatives.
I absolutely long to be able to discuss this with a woman who finds pleasure in defecating, and perhaps does special or unusual things to increase her excitement.