I never went to a countries but somehow had memories

For years I felt very drawn to Vlad Dracula maybe we were lovers? But when I visited his castle. I felt very drawn to a window, so after leaning against the window I saw myself. The day before touring his castle I was clean(showered). As I leaned against the window I saw myself as if I didn't bath or shower in a while. I was dirty, but as I relaxed even more. I saw a bunch of dead bodies around Vlad's Castle. Vlad said to his army "put the bodies on sharp wood sticks because it will scare the turks". They listen to him he and in a flash I saw so many bloody bodies. Bleeding on wooden sticks. While on the tour I started breath heavying after seeing all of the dead bodies. And I freaked because that was traumatic.