I miss my ex this much....

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A little over week ago me and my Fiancee broke up. We had been together for 3 years. I've had exes before that but none I missed nearly as much. I can't eat anything, I'm beyond depressed, I cant sleep in the bed (because I can't look at her side without crying like a bitch). I have never felt this kind of pain, it's like someone stabbed me through the chest with a massive ice-sickle. I have to drag myself to work and keep myself from getting chocked up all day while bitchy customers talk about how bad their day was because they ran out of milk. Her footprints are still in the dirt on a nearby hill where we explored once, on one of the last days I spent with her. I can't even think about it. I'm tearing up like a bitch even while I'm typing this. I have been to war, and nothing has ever hit me this hard. My chest hurts I miss her so much, like I'm living in a dream, and this can't possibly be happening. God damn, I can't fucking stand this..... Every day it gets worse and worse...

is it normal to be this broken up?

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Based on 75 votes (65 yes)
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  • BloodRedAndTrue
    10 years ago

    you should drink some svedka, and chill out

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  • mitochondria
    11 years ago

    Yeah, after a relationship that deep it would make sense for you to be that broken up.
    I hope you feel better soon, okay? :)

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  • manii92
    11 years ago

    Aww.. I'm really sorry.. I hope things get better.. But if it was over something dumb I'd try to fix it

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  • MacG
    11 years ago

    Been there. Still there to an extent. It gets better but sometimes hits you hard.

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  • sweetcheeks21
    11 years ago

    Aww u guys from reading what you both have to say, its priti obv that u both still love each other, but at the same time, you've both got issues that u feel angry about, take it from sum1 hu lost her 1st love 4 a whole year, i no how hard it is my life was in pieces without him, he had moved on luckily god gt us bak togetha, the worst thing u can du is let ur anger mek u grow apart cuz u may not get the chance to work things out again, so communicate, every couple goes thru testing times and this is 1 of them it will break u or mek u stronger i for 1 du hope u work things out cz ino the pain of losing that special sum1 n then feelin like crap day in day out. Sort things owt while u still can, dont let ur anger drive u apart...

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  • nursebetty
    11 years ago

    People make mistakes, if she truly feels remorse and its also killin her then maybe you should talk to her and try work things out. It hasn't been very long, you are still in the anger an hurt phase so it will get easier but you were together a long time. If you can never forgive and/or forget then you'll have to deal with your feelings and eventually move on. Best of luck to you

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  • [Old Memory]
    11 years ago

    How do people retain this feeling?

    Out of sight, out of mind.

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  • [Old Memory]
    11 years ago

    Why did you break up?

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    • Tyrannis
      11 years ago

      I don't wanna talk about it

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      • [Old Memory]
        11 years ago

        Ok well it's your choice.

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  • PapzBSlim
    11 years ago

    You should fight for her back. Even if she did something wrong to you, you should fight for her because apparently, you can't live without her. If this is not an option for you, you need to start cleaning out that "closet."

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    • Tyrannis
      11 years ago

      She fucked her boss. So no.

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      • PapzBSlim
        11 years ago

        Alright, I seem to have gotten negative votes for what I suggested. I will give you and what the public want to hear. You should dwell on this as long as possible. If you can make it a mission for your life to never love again and hate women, it is highly suggested. You should also stalk her and ruin all of her future relationships in any way possible. You will not get over this hurt soon, or anytime in the future.

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      • AppleSauce30
        11 years ago

        one more thing, I moved away from my family and friends to make a life with you. you know full and well that I'm not stupid and I'm a bitch when someone is trying to take advantage of me. I won't stand for it. If what happened to me being taken advantage of, stolen from, and lied to, would of happened to you their is nothing I would've been all up in their faces defending you. My loyalties lie with you. But you just shrug your shoulders like nothing even happened. You don't care. My kiddo and I were sleeping in a hotel. You knew where I worked, if you didn't want me to leave why didn't you come to my work to talk to me? If it was just this huge miscommunication between you and I then you should've found me. I didn't know, I worked at walmart for crying out loud, How much longer did you think I could afford a hotel room. Did you think I was actually going to sleep in my van or something? Did you think I was going to go back to that one bedroom icebox we lived in and grin and bear it knowing that my shit was stolen? Would you do that? I had no choice. I wasn't brought up to be a theif and a liar. And I was taught that you walk the ends of the earth for the people you love. I felt very betrayed by you and my trust for you still isn't their. you turned your back on me. You always jump the gun anytime someone says something to you about me. You assume the worst and start to threaten to beat my face in. I've never cheated and never even wanted to cheat on you. I have been their for you for years through your good times and the times when you had nothing. After three years and everything we've been through and the fact that we haven't given up I never in my life thought you could be so like "whatever" when someone is trying to rip me off and steal from me, from us. The only thing you care about is whether or not cheating is involed but their is a lot more to a relationship than that.
        Even though I've written this novel to you I know for a fact you are still not going to understand. It's fine. I still love you and yes I feel hurt, and betrayed and taken advantage of. i still am confused about all of this. I don't know what to do.

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        • Tyrannis
          11 years ago

          You broke up with me because I couldn't talk, because I was talking to my suicidal brother.

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      • AppleSauce30
        11 years ago

        I never fucked my boss dude! Stop Lying about stuff. I never cheated on you and I never would! I left for many reasons. One is I don't like it when you call my work and threaten me for something that never happened. The other is Your step-father and whomever else at that household stole everything of value when I moved out. I had pictures of my kids and family on my computer I can never get back. My deseased grandparents are on there as well as some of my family that were living in Denmark. Pics of my great great Grandparents that came here from Denmark are on there. Now it's gone and I'm pissed because you did nothing. All you say is I don't want to cause drama. I had no chose but to leave. I will not be around thieves and liars. I love you and always will but if your going to continue to lie about me than I don't know if this is going to work.

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