I miss him

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I'm 17 & I still love him. He didn't pressure me into things, he always encouraged me to do good at my cheer games & says that I was the prettiest and smartest cheerleader. Today I seen him at the pep rally looking at girls & I went into the bathroom to cry. Everyone was staring at me because I got out of my build and ran to the restroom. It killed me because he didn't even notice me. I have alot of guys that like me but they only want me for my body. Every time I think about him I want to break down and cry. Out of nowhere in our relationship he started acting like a dickhead and that's not what I wanted to take home to my parents. Yes, we had sex & he enjoyed it but he would get mad at me for no reasons. I don't know what to do but when he was checking out other girls I was in the middle of flying and I landed on my ass and ran to the bathroom. My gay best friend (GBF) came in the ladies bathroom right after me and he comforted me. I waited until the bell ring to drive home. But ever since then I've been crying. I have nobody to turn to except for my GBF but he wasn't here for me when I needed it. Me and my ex had amazing times together, he would do some of the sweetest things. When we broke up he said " It's not you, It's me. Please trust me on this " . We broke up about 3 months ago and we dated for about a year but we always hung out and went places. I've talked to a few other guys and they weren t the same. I've starved myself since we broke up and I weigh 105 but he still hasn't seem to notice so I started toning myself up but he still hasn't notice. He walks past me like nothing ever happend and thats what kill me the most.

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  • PieGoblin^^
    9 years ago

    You need to get over it. You are 17, and he will not be the last boyfriend you have. Its not like this was your last shot at happiness and now you're forever doomed, you're still a kid.

    Go out with your friends, have fun, continue cheering, do all the things that used to make you happy even before he came along. Teenage relationships seldomly last. I'm not saying there aren't a good few that blossom into true love, but 99% of the time, they fail, and miserably so.

    When I was in my younger teens I dated all sorts of assholes who didn't care about me and when we broke up I thought it was the end of the world. When I was 18 I fell inlove with the most amazing guy ever and couldn't believe it was true.

    We've been together for a long time now, and we live together too. Trust me, when I was 17 I also thought I was never going to be happy again, but happiness found me and it will find you too, sooner or later.

    However, you need to stop obsessing over this one guy. The more you think about him, the longer you make yourself unavailable to finding someone who will bring you true happiness.

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    • amberloveyou
      9 years ago

      Thank you. I needed that(,:

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  • Darkoil
    9 years ago

    The only thing you can do now is shag his best friend.

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