I make videos of using a dildo on myself in hopes i get to share with a m/f
Okay so I bought some dildos and whenever I use them I record myself and sometimes I feel like sharing them in hopes I could get someone to jack off to them. I’m a male and I guess bisexual, I’m attracted to women and don’t find men attractive but I do have a fettish for white dick. I fantasize about getting fucked by a dude just because I’m extremely curious and playing with my Anus feels soo good. Not sure if I can send them to a porn website and get paid for it or something. But anyways is it normal to feel this way?