I'm ugly and i don't know how to cope
I hate to ask, but I honestly do not know where I would be on a scale. I've been called ugly all my life by peers and even family. I've never been in a relationship and whenever I tried for one, it always ended up awkward and destroying my confidence altogether. I have not asked out a girl in about 3 years now. I'm 21 and inexperienced in every social aspect because I believe that I am too ugly to even have friends. Life has taught me this. Is there a way that it's all in my head or am I truly ugly and life isn't fair, but there's a way to cope with it? I read that being alone per day is the same as smoking 12 cigarettes per day. If that's the case I've been smoking since I was born and being alone has come to physically hurt. My chest is in pain quite a lot like it's tense or feels like a huge weight is on it. I don't know what to do.
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