I'm turned on by cumming, but i hate cum?

I'm male. Possibly bisexual.
Earlier I was edging myself for about 20-30 minutes (I know a long time) and I was watching videos of girls taking facials, and swallowing and such. I was really turned on and I wanted to do it myself. I propped myself up against the wall and left my penis hanging over my mouth. I kept edging but it just got to me I might as well go, so I let myself cum, straight into my mouth. I thought it would be hot and I would love it... except I didn't. I swallowed but I really disliked it all, it seems the second after I came, or it hit my toungue I wanted to go back and not do it. I hate the taste and texture of cum. But I get so horny around videos of girls swallow massive loads, but even after, I think too myself... I wanna take a huge load, even after my experience. Is this normal to hate cumming into your mouth right after you do it?

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  • Blade884

    I've done similiar things, and had similiar thoughts. I think cum is really just a mental thing. As long as you are healthy, its the same as the spit in your mouth, gross wise. Probably less gross technically/germ wise.

    I think there is such a stigma to cum swallowing that you are dirty if you do it, and gay if you are a male. People do worse things. I've seen adults pick their nose and eat it, so is cum worse than that? boogers are technically waste product. cum is not waste, but produced fresh by your body.

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  • funboi8869

    I ...kinda think its more of a visual obsession.... i get it.. i've very turned on by certain things ....watching these things.... but will never do them.... or if i have ... i didn't like it much.... but still enjoy watching these things.... ur intrest in porn will evolve at some point... some things just get boring

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