I'm turned on by cumming, but i hate cum?
I'm male. Possibly bisexual.
Earlier I was edging myself for about 20-30 minutes (I know a long time) and I was watching videos of girls taking facials, and swallowing and such. I was really turned on and I wanted to do it myself. I propped myself up against the wall and left my penis hanging over my mouth. I kept edging but it just got to me I might as well go, so I let myself cum, straight into my mouth. I thought it would be hot and I would love it... except I didn't. I swallowed but I really disliked it all, it seems the second after I came, or it hit my toungue I wanted to go back and not do it. I hate the taste and texture of cum. But I get so horny around videos of girls swallow massive loads, but even after, I think too myself... I wanna take a huge load, even after my experience. Is this normal to hate cumming into your mouth right after you do it?