I'm starting to realize that i don't fit in at my new school.

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Okay, so I just moved to KC Missouri from NC (which is filled with country people). I don't fit in here, everyone is ghetto and I'm too white for that shit. Then the few white kids at my school are weird, it doesn't make sense that all the cool kids are the drama and band geeks. I don't fit in cause I'm not into that shit I like snowboarding, wake boarding, long boarding, pretty much stuff they never did before. Plus everyone talks shit about everyone, and then people will talk shit about those who talk shit and try to drag me into drama, so I don't get close to anyone but a few people because at least they are too lazy to deal with that bullshit. I also meet this guy on the internet were just friends, and i met his friends and lately I just hang with them because they remind me of North Carolina and make me happy. But besides hanging with them and talking to my few friends, I feel alone. I know this is how High School is suppose to be, but I don't want to waste my senior year next year counting the days 'til college.

Pretty much is it normal for someone in my situation to feel lonely, I don't wanna go back to NC it was just as shitty.... but I just wish everyone at my school, no not just at my school, how bout just all over could be cool with each other so I don't have to distant myself so much, and nor will the others who became loners for the same reason.
(P.S. I am a white girl and everyone thinks I'm a hick, but I'm not.)

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  • auser
    11 years ago

    Yes it is normal but what does this have to do with sex?

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    • Samson
      11 years ago

      For attention:)

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  • Gelmurag
    11 years ago

    Is it normal to feel alone after moving somewhere new? Yes, I feel alone and I've been here for two years. Generally its 6 months before comfort starts to come back, and up to 6 years before surroundings and people become familiar.

    /start rant

    Are the school systems so bad now that grammar has been forgotten both in NC and in KC? I'd give you a d+ at most for your paragraph.

    I'll re-write your paragraph for you, so you see what colleges would look for. Between grammar issues, spelling issues, and irrelevant information.

    "Okay, so I just moved to KC Missouri from NC. I don't fit in here. The few white kids I've seen are weird, and unlike most schools, the cool kids are the geeks and in band. I'm further outcast because I'm not into that sort of thing: I like snowboarding, wake boarding, long boarding, the types of things they've never done before. The whole school is filled with drama that I do not want anything to do with. I did meet some people from online and hang out, they at least remind me of NC. But besides the very few people I talk to, I feel alone. I don't want to go back to NC either. That wouldn't be an improvement. I just wish everyone would get along with everyone else."

    And even that one I would rate as a c, c+.

    Colleges, well more specifically professors, will weed out irrelevant information and drop points for it. The biggest mistake people make when writing, is to write like they speak.

    /end rant

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    • flutterhigh
      11 years ago

      If you want to move up to a B- or so, try this:

      I step off the bus and my eyes adjust to the dingy abyss that lay before me. The cobblestone glimmers in the dim red light of the strip clubs and bars covered in putrid grime; the ominous grey-red color of the sky alone was enough to make a man want to vomit. But I knew I had to be here, for now. Buried beneath the deafening scurry of rats, a raspy voice shrieks, "last stop: Kansas City.
      Welcome to hell."

      I light up a cigarette and hurry to the nearest motel. Don't want to be caught outside for too long in a place like this. Trouble follows you around here, especially if you're the kind of guy that likes to charm the devil. I walk into the motel and I'm greeted with a skeletal man with sunken eyes, the image of death itself - I'd have thought he was dead if it wasn't for the smile that came across his face as I approached the desk. I'd rather see a corpse than that smile. He hands me a key without a word; I drop a twenty on the desk and he slowly nods. "Room six", he whispers.

      The room is missing patches of floorboard and the sink spits sewage, but it'll do. Tomorrow's a long enough day without having to worry about the plumbing.

      END CHAPTER ONE

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      • Collumi
        11 years ago

        Nice work. I'd read your novel.

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  • acl
    11 years ago

    What does this have to do with sex?

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    • 53739
      8 years ago

      she wants it obvs ;)

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  • hot_lesbian
    11 years ago

    yes its normal. I feel the same way as you. I really want someone to be really close to and I want a best friend but I dont fit into my school either

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  • YOLOisstupid
    11 years ago

    I'm from NC and I'm a Theatre/Chorus nerd. Don't be hating on us. We are the people you're going to be wanting an autograph from.

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  • Tajwiggy
    11 years ago

    You sound heaps cool! Move away, those guys are weird.

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  • Kindvetknowledge
    11 years ago

    I don't like the sound of that school! You would of liked it in my high school days, everyone was kind and had fun with each other! Anyway, maybe(so long as they aren't to full of shit) you should talk to an adult. They could help you out! You could go to another school? It's normal for a few months but then it's just a bit ungood? Know what mean

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  • DieselEstate
    11 years ago

    Above all else, please know that once you've left school, everything's going to be alright. It will be alright now, as soon as you recognise that you are allowing unimportant people to erode your confidence and self esteem. Walk tall, stride past the crowds; get your studies done well & then, get out of there with your certificate/s. You'll look back on this comparatively short period of your life and wonder what all the fuss was about. Furthermore, if you're smart, you'll then be able to spot the so called adults who are unable to leave the playground emotionally. They will be the same problematic people bothering you now. Adolescence is a temporary lapse of reasoning humanity, for example, ask yourself why you've deliberately ignored this websites initial exclusions for under 18's. There are plenty of websites out there aimed at you & your peer group. Invading adult spaces won't lend you gravitas. Your inveiglement will cause you further obfuscation. There may be explicit content on this site which adults have a right to promulgate within a consensual context, in & with confidence. Please, do yourself a favour. Delete your account and stay within age appropriate internet environments.

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  • wasp69
    11 years ago

    If you don't want to be there any more then make your parents divorce and live with the one that moves back or get a new identitiy when in rome I came to america from sweden and moved to texas there is nothing at all I related with and it bothered me but then I realized that there where things that where new to me when in rome and if everyone around you is a total cousin fucking sheep humping racist piece of gay bashing trash then read a book and skype make art it helps don't be one of those teens in high school who offs themselves no one wants that

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  • JBN
    11 years ago

    This is in the wrong category. BTW, people are becoming ghetto everywhere. This is because the main stream media wants to embrace "diversity". It is only going to get worse.

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  • thoughtfulopt29
    11 years ago

    California is the place to be!

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  • NeuroNeptunian
    11 years ago

    I am from North Carolina and I know exactly what you are talking about. I also know what you are talking about when it comes to Kentucky. Normal. Both groups of people are small town yokels that don't have much else to do and that haven't seen much in the way of newcomers in fucking eons.

    Don't you love how in NC, even people that have never met you know your life story?

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  • 2013marine
    11 years ago

    Hey sexy, i am in Fl. reply and i will see you..................

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  • [Old Memory]
    11 years ago

    They say, if you want something with all your heart then the entire universe will help you get it. Just try your hardest and before you know it you'll find more friends! You wont get anywhwere from wishing put yourself out there and even if you only got a few friends whats it matter? If you get along with them well then shouldn't that be good enough. Um... good luck!!!!

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  • [Old Memory]
    11 years ago

    C'est la vie

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  • judefred3
    11 years ago

    Well where are u in kc,i mean which parts in kc??

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