I'm scared of social situations because of my appearance..
Hello, I'm a 20 year old boy.
I used to be very happy with my life.
But recently i got crazy amounts of cystic pimples on my face. Pimples have gone now, But i have HUGE BLACK crators or hyperpigmentation marks which last for at least 8 to 10 months..I visit a doctor for this but no use....In this period, new pimples are bound to come once a while and they leave New marks.
My friends keep on teasing me and tell me that "Haha your skin is like so burnt" "Do u use ur skin as an ash tray? "
This really, REALLY, annoys me.
Leave alone the opposite sex(will post another story regarding that coz thats HUGE as well).
The point is that i'm losing confidence and afraid of meeting new people or anyone for that matter. I run away from social situations and have missed so many important occasions.
I don't wanna spend my life this way and it has really IRRITATED me. There are times when i just leave my class go to a secluded place and just cry cause of the way ppl look at me.
Please dont gimme solutions like..."Look at yourself as your beautiful" . I think thats just bullshit.