I'm obsessive over my boyfriends attention
I've been with my boyfriend for less than a year but our relationship has moved so quickly. It was great for the first few months, but after about 3 months i got in a huge fight with my parents and left home and went and lived with him. We now live in an apartment with my sister and her boyfriend. We work together, same shifts, everyday. We are constantly together. I feel like i want time to myself to do things i like but i just cant bring myself to not be with him. I can't even stand being in a different room than him when we're at home. He plays nerdy computer games all the time for hours and i get so mad at him for wanting to play them. I sometimes think i'm jealous of the attention he gives him computer games. I feel like he doesn't give me enough attention and sometimes thinks he doesn't love me. I obsess over his previous relationships. I always think he wishes i was his ex-girlfriend or when a sad song comes on i think hes thinking about them. Hes a musician and he writes songs, and i've found songs written about his ex and they are so deep and compassionate and he has never written a song about me..it makes me feel like shit. When we are with a bunch of people i still crave his attention and get kind of mad when he's talking to other people. I know i shouldn't be like this but i feel like i can't help it. i try to be understanding but i just can't. I need help, i don't know what to do :( i don't want to mess this relationship up, he's a really good guy.